hm

Im just sad,
thinking what you said semalam.
its okay with me ,
i think i dah sedar ,
maybe i shouldnt be so blind about stuffs,
Its too fairytale isnt it ?
everything's going too smooth kan ,
how could we be so right or so wrong kan ,
Ive been and will always believe in this fairytale,
and semalam i felt like just kena sock up in the face,
Its like " Hey kid , Santa doesnt exist."
im sorry ,
i truly rasa macam tu ,
it makes me feel like i tak pernah care about you ,
and paling sedih,
how could you ever think macam ni ?
its okay to fikir about it sekali sekala,
when all this time ..
hoping to go further together,
trying to make you happy ,
keeping you close to me ,
chatting on msn ,
wall to wall on facebook ,
smsing , calling ,  
and you taking risk to call me when mama's not around
and you fikir macam ni? 
i wanna ask you something ,
which guy yang pernah gone this far ,
just to please the one he loves most ,
and you tell me sekarang ,
what else can i do ,
to show you that i really love you .
Sofia.
i need you so ,
im being too jiwang all the time ,
i love you so much,
so much that i know im only hurting myself,
like how i did semalam..
asking you stupid stuffs ,
but words just cant describe apa i rasa ,
and i want you to know how i feel ,
we always sweet talk each other ,
but behind that ,
both of us always rasa that Uncertainty feeling kan?
feeling like 'betul ke' right ?

About me finding the 'right' girl in the future ,
it just wont happened.