Anyways,

Anyways , my life ,
every single day ,
is just like any other day.
Nothing exciting,
except when im chatting with her .
Kudos people !

But.

MAN!
i really wanna blog , but
i seriously cant believe im saying this..
but
im busy ..
LOL!
ive never been busy ,
but i think i gotta brush up on this exam.
pretty nervous but
cant wait to finish it.

Called.

Hahas.
called you =P
malu giler .

Fought.

Its been a while i havent update my blog .
so here's something that happened yesterday ,
Got back from tution ,
Im still fucked up , 
i just cant stand all this shit happening in my life.
On the way home ,
my mum told me that my dad's coming home this Hari Raya Korban ,
I got pissed off and start a fight ,
well first it goes with a simple argument of clean words ,
then it got dirty , damn dirty ,
Shouting and omg , im shivering inside the car ,
She went crazy i tell you , and i was doing all the crying ,
sissy huh ...
anyways , i was damn scared ,
i seriously think she kena 'rasuk'.
Nuff said la , malas nak cerita , 
But yesterday .. was .. omg , tak leh bela.

Babi down.

Down sial.
Shit .

Running.

I dont know ,
im feeling so stressed up lately.
Its not about SPM,
its just my family.
I tried calling my dad yesterday ,
to have a little talk ,
He was busy ,
my good i cant take this anymore.
Feel like running away ,
from home.

Life's like a nerd.

LOL !
how many more weeks ?
three ? awwh ..
anyways , life's like a nerd.
kept studying everyday , got bored sometimes.
It gets worst when people keep asking me ..

"hey , what do you wanna be when you grow up ? "

ill be like ...

"urrhh .. i dont know , a pilot maybe ? my dad wants me to be  one ."

 im pretty sad actually ,
lots of my friends have the wawasan diri,
they can see themself being an engineer , lawyer and etc .
but me , im seriously not sure  about what i wanna be ...
Sometimes i get worried
because
i just wanna have Fun
in life ..

Lose.

Im starting to lose my focus.
Bodoh ah , or in otherwords.. 
astaghfirullahhalazim.
Why must i face all this dramas and problems ,
when SPM is so friggin near.
bodoh sial.

Confess time :D

Its like the best part of chatting with you ..That part always datang like ,
tibe-tibe .. .whenever were chatting random stuffs ,
Like omg , giler ah ..
Well i have to admit ,
were kinda straight forward ,
and yesterday was a hella fun .
=P

Glowstick.

OMG !
my body is aching ..
I got the rashies ..
And i will only activate whenever i bend that part,
In conclusion , my body is like a raving glowstick..
Magic happens when it is bend.

Gone.

As the dawn breaks ,
Youre gone , good job !
Just like how you returned home after ayah went back.
You know im really disappointed after what you told me yesterday,
And to think back , 
you're not a really good mum after all ,
and stop giving me the phrase Syurga dibawah tapak kaki ibu,
You're so messed up
 how do you think im feeling now ?

Okay.

OKAY!
Lets push away the fucks that im facing.
ahHhaha , let just hope i wont be going crazy.
Cause blog is something that's not alive ,
And ive been talking and expressing my feelings to it .
Any Tiesto fans ?
Whats up with "Escape me " ?!
great tune but ..
stupid vocal mess up the whole thing ..
Sedih sial!

But hey !
Ducksauce is bringing back the Disco-House
awesome job !

Wednesday. (so F*ed up)

Deeply depressed now.
Malas to talk about problems in blog.
Whats the fucking point ..
Somehow just felt like going somewhere far,
far away from this misery.
Wondering why is there so much drama before SPM.
And you aspect me to focus on it ?
Sick of this life ,
and Sick of people telling me to chill and sabar 
You guys just dont know how im feeling ,
no offense.

Nice ah, haha!

Felt great ,
Get to study in peace , 
although study random subjects,
Bm to Bm to Maths to LOL!..
Oh today i can pecahkan a telur properly xD
and Fry it .
end up eating it .
hahahs .
=P

Knock.

Went tution.
Didnt know youre there :P
until Hanna knocked on the door and told me to see ya .
But i was busy with accounts .. awwh .
But had a few minutes to see you , but i gtg pun.
The last message you sent me ,
Really made me smile :)
to bad its no true kan ?
tengok saja la nanti .
heheh

Belajar.

lol. 
The word that everybody uses these days.
Im having hard time studying .
I mean , sometime i felt like..
"Okay im so gonna study sejarah today !?"
but when i sat on the chair by the study table.. 
I felt like ..
"URRgh .. dont feel like studying sejarah ".

Senang kata ,  i dont really know what to study .
Maybe because im a picky one.
So now , im like learning the whole subject randomly.
Which i think is bad ..
RAWR !!

once again.

Hahahah once again.
You made me smile and laugh.
Well , im just glad you love the video.
Thought it was gay , but you like it.
hahaha.

Sofia sofia,
Im curious about you douh !
Perhaps too curious .. tak tau you ni jenis macam mana
dah ada ke belum
suka ape
like urggh .. just drives me mad,
thinking about it.
But its really nice ,
chatting with ya
=P

Lucky,

You know something Mommy.
I think im sick of your Bitchy attitude .
NO offense la kan !
Now , my life is like an Emo ass.
Semua benda tulis on blog ,
And i just wanna let you know your just lucky.
Your just lucky your my mum.
Just lucky i need you for Money , transport and food,
And your just fucking lucky that im a muslim as muslims were told to respoect Mum and Dad.
So , sometimes cuba fucking fikir balik apa you buat kat your anak ,
Because you dont know they might do the same thing back to you.

Weird indon.

Yesterday selepas chat with you.
Ada this indonesians called me and  i was like..
What the hell !!
i told Zaf and Calvin since kita orang tengah chat on the msn.
Turn out , they put dapat the call .
I seriously takut .. Bomoh ?!
But naw naw naw , i dont know .
still freaked out about it , the fact that i got a call at 1a.m.

Sweet arh.

Ecstatic when you posted something on the wall .
At least dapat chat kat situ pun i dah puas.
Just wanna make sure your okay and yeah .
But then you texted me thru the phone
and continued talking till 1am .
and ..
OMG.. speechless larhs.
Suga ,
you just dont know how happy i am,
to get to talk with ya (:

Yesterday . (OMFG late post)

Okay yesterdays post :D
Urm nothing much , its the normal stuff.Guitar,study,eat,sleep,computer.
Except i learn to cook semalam xDBut cook telur dishes , LOL!Yeah i know i know .
Tak pe larhs , ill belajar more.
 
=P

Aww.

aww ,
Just hope youre doing fine there.

Friday.

woke up , terdengar MTV.
Saw my sister watching , so i sat beside her .
Saw this track called Ashtray Heart by PLacebo.
Fell in love with it :D
Go bath , then try to play that song ,
Got it =P except the intro part.
Study and go down for breakfast .
Chit chat with Mak , you told me you gtg .
So im like aww , you handed me some money ,
But i ... haha of course la i ambik , hahaha but im gonna miss you.
Oh well , mak dah sihat , syam happy tau =)
jangan makan durian and sakit lagi sudah .. =D

Aidin called , went friday pray.
Got home , lunch and STudy .
Went to Aidin's house to lepak .
OMG , thought of going to jog , but busy playing guitar.
Taught me few stuffs , and hahah i get to play Ashtray heart already.

Go home , study , dinner study ,
here i am

Hope.

Oh , remember when you told me that .
Theres a lot of ways to put it into ,
I just hope you didnt mean like
you hate me ,
Or dont like chatting with me  
or finding me amusing ,
sick and lame.
Im sorry , i thought you were just playing all along.
I think im thinking too much ,
Spm is just around the corner right?
maybe what you meant was you really gtg.
till then , ill be waiting ,
for you, as usual , on MSN
tee-hee.

Shit .

Shit , spent whole day thinking about it.
Im so sorry , fuck la .
I seriously cant believe i did that yesterday .
oh my F* god.......
Now , im so clueless ,
Didnt know you were really telling me .
omg , pretty F* up now..

Thursday.

Asked for a day off , but went to school.
Boring , normal larhs.
Got back , lunch , tution , 
Get back study ..
dinner .. Yawn boring.

Hey, it works , for now =P

I think ive calmed myself.
haha yeah.
Maybe i shouldnt be so perasan and yeah ,
I hope i did the right move,
You told me you maybe , maybe cant be online banyak-banyak anymore.
Gave you my number.
OMG !
Do you guys think thats okay ?
Or isit just pure desperate?
Anyways , i told her to take if she wants ,
Cause i pun nak inform her whether im coming or not for Tution's Intensive.
So boleh "Terserempak" i guess , hehe.
Haih , i sucks am i ?

Wednesday.

Damn , i went to school .
Im pretty jealous of you guys , seriously i am.
You guys get to stay home and study , while i 
i got to school and did nothing , i mean i tried studying but ...
I cant , some people cant stop PokPeking in my class.
Anyways school was normal , 
Got back home , Fell into a deep sleep .
Woke up , time for tution went tution , 
Got back home , studying a bit of agama and eat pizza.
and yeah , chat with ya .
Was thinking of doing a little studying before i head to bed.

Online.

What the hell  , im just about to offline.
Awkwardest chat evah ..
Seriously , i should just keep this to myself .
I dont even know why the F* am i jumping with joy ,
when shes thinking and taking me as a normal friend..
Ya allah ..

Waited.

I waited for ya ,
But you werent there.
thought maybe your busy or something ,
Of course , we should really focus on SPM.
But i dont know , chatting with you every single day,
for me now , its like a normal day routine.
And of course , its the part that pushes me to try everyday.
Somehow , i felt , not jiwang lah .. but honestly,
For like the first time , it makes my day , not a normal worthless day as always.
And i , wanna thank you .
for making me not  feeling alone anymore , 
Giving me a reason not to walk away ,
Not to worry about tomorrow ,
Because i know ill be chatting with ya and somehow ,
it does make me feel nice .
 haha , im still curious though.
And want to know more about ya .
Hence , it doesnt really matter for me to wait ,
Even if it takes more than a day ,
but im still a student and schooling ,
and thats what keeping me apart from ya .

Yesterday you asked me for this blog address
Doesnt surprised me if you found this post on this blog as you found Lalafied :D
but just wanna let you know ,if you are reading it right now.
i think i really had a crush on you ,
Try to keep it to myself ,
But i dont know , im feeling all this Geli feelings and hahaha yeah.
Maybe i never met a girl like you before ,
Youre nice , unique and frankly i think were secocok O.O
except yeah , youre in the different school ,
You have lots of good friends ,
there are still more stuff that i dont know about ya ,
And me myself , im just a dude in a lame life ,
Falling for a girl who i tak kenal sangat , and hoping for her to feel the same.
Desperate kan ..? haha ,
biasa la , first time after 17 years passed  , 
and  what will happen next , i dont wanna know now. 

Tuesday. (Nice ah)

Today , ponteng school.
WIth mums permission to study .
Did a little studying then head down for breakfast.
Went up and did some strumming.
Fell asleep . LOL!
Had lunch .. Then fell asleep .
Haha , not enough sleep i guess .
Get ready for tution ,
Tution was awesome !:D
Surrounded by all the teacher from the hood.
I was  like , damn , im blessed !!
Finished tution , went to Shasha's open house.
Awesome giler , you rich ass girl !!
LOL jkjk :D
awesome larhs , nuff said ..
Study , and here i am , on Msn.

hahas.

Should have texted u earlier .
Ingat busy =P

Calm.

OMG .
Like seriously , i think im falling for you.
No , seriously !
right now , i dont know.
I think  i gotta calm myself.
too excited O.O ... man..
I hate when stuff like this happens to me ,
Because i will start imagining things and hoping it to happen so much ,
and turn out it wont happen .
This happens to me like all the time ..
and it sucks , and i hate it .

Bodoh.

Stupid TM .
Took me 30 minutes just to get to my dad.

Welcome to TM.
press 1 for Malay 
press 2 for english .. 2

Press 1 for connecting calls
press 2 for buy products
press 3 and bla bla ba .... 1

Press 1 for domestic calls
press 2 for international calls...  2

Please wait , this call may be recorded and monitored for some purpose.


Tried like 7 times.
ANd at last got to my dad.
LOL ! sorry ayah , thouhgt ur Bday is on the 17th ..
Man, i guess tak jadi la nak buat NO WOMAN NO CRY cover on youtube..
=P

Monday.

Holy crap .
Boring , normal stuff at school.
Except me and my brotha Aiman skipped Accounts.
and LOL , teacher went around searching for us .
We had fun running around and end up in the Male toilet.
Got home , lunch ,
Tired as hell , fell asleep,
Woke up,  bath and mengaji.
Study and dinner.
Chat for a while with my dad , His birthday :PHAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH !! :D
Here i am , waiting for you , but your on the Busy status .
So .. maybe tomorrow .. or i dont know , say something larhs.

Like seriously .

Like seriously mate !
Tak boleh Bla , 
There i sat , 
Just duduk terdiam ,
wondering apa you rasa ..
Is it like ..
Do you ..
Does it feel like ..
Tak pe la .. Hisyam macam ni la ,
Baru kenal erti dan rase kan ..
Hahas.

Gosh.

Gosh.
Crush , never felt like this before.
At least it keeps me happy till then
Perhaps too happy .. awwh man ..
I can even listen to normal people's music.
Which is weird actually ..
Its funny how things start up ,
especially at this kind of time , but who cares kan ? 
:D

Sorry.

Sorry guys , i know i kept changing the address.
LOL dont know lorh.
Too much idea , 
Okay let me share some.
Thelightisgoingblue.blogspot.com
Ireallykindalikeyou.blogspot.com
Partypillkills.blogspot.com
OhmyGodLikeseriously.blogspot.com
Youwatchoutah.blogspot.com
Whatshappening.blogspot.com

and LOL!! lots more ... anyways ..
I try to keep it simple .. Tee hee =D

Kerja you la .

Sunday.

OMG ,
Pure nerd i am .
Woke up , dressed up .
Go tution from 10 till 6 .
Got home , yay my brotha is outside.
Its nice to talk with your old buddy .
LAMA giler tak jumpa .. chat for hours while riding out bike ,LOL!


Thats pretty much it xD

Oasis Tution intensive Maths . (Shit , patut bawak camera.. )

Man , awesome .
Nuff said larhs.
Came quite early , and rawr . wait and wait and wait .. 
LOL!
Okay , belajar time , blaja blaja ,
YAY , haziq xD
wassup brotha ,, * do the chika chika brotha handshake*
And just continue belajar , then its lunch time ..

OMGosh you guys ,
Lunch time was the bomb ,
and will always be ,
Makan pizza and get the hell out of the pusat tution !!
WOOt Woot awesome !
Took a few shots , heheh but , 2 Megapixel so hehehe , sorry , agak buruk.
calvin xD


Us , lost , like seriously ..

haziq.



Zulaika and Cho ying.


All of us jalan jalan till found this hutan ,


ahahah , look at this Mr.Eugene the 3rd.


view

The thing was,we jalan jalan.
Just the 6 of us , Choying , faz , calvin , haziq and me.
Mabuk larhs , Well i got to know Cho Ying .
WHat a sweet gal u are =D
Regret that skrang baru kenal .. awwh .
Anyways , thats all the fun .
 The rest belajar maths and finish at 6.

Sofie.

Omg , sofie sofie .
You ni lain dari yang lain ...
Mengarut larh u nie !
anyways thanks for making my day ,
nasib baik tak terkencing dalam seluar :D
Hey , new begining.
Who knows kan?

Saturday. (boring giler .)

Bangun , Bath , makan roti canai kat bawah.
Go up , play guitar , then Belajar agama .
After i think thank and thonk , i realized that maybe i shud focus agama now .
HEHEHEhehhe not sure why , but yeah , so im studying agama now.
then went down for lunch , went up , fell asleep till , 
Woke up bath , and study and dinner...
LOL! boring kan ?!
memang !

anyways , tomorrow i have this intensive Oasis tution thingy ,
Its like from 10 in the morning to 6 in the evening !
gotta go sleep . =D

Friday . ( kenapa ni? )= )

Today i ponteng school .
AH , wait , no , ah ah ah , with my mum's permission :)
Thought of studying , but bangun lambat.
So i had my Brunch , then go to Jummat prayers.
Got back home, play guitar , read magazine , then i went to the studying table.
Baru saja nak duduk , i feel like playing computer , so i played.
I checked out the SPM timetable.
Turn out Perdagangan is the last subject !!
OMG!! AND ive been studying perdagangan ..
Okay Plan B .
I tried studying Sejarah , but i cant ....
dunno la .. today like no mood to study ...
So total of studyign time today  is liek 34 minutes...
Omgomgomgom ...
So i sat down and fell asleep , 
Woke up and still wondering .. "What the hell is wrong with me today"
NO mood to study .. so just listen to trance .. and try to sell stuff in Maplestory.
Omg ..
Tried calling Liyana to chat :P .. tapi awak tak jawab.
Tried calling Mr.Asokan to chat too :P .. awak pun tak jawab.
Tried calling Fariz my brotha to chat .. but awak pun tak jawab ..

Sekarang kite rasa stress pulak,
Kenapa kite jadi macam ni ,
Kite tak pernah stress tau ....

Malam Jummat incident.

I dont really believe in Bomohs ,
black magics , and all sorts of voodoo.
But theres one thing i kinda , kinda think its real.
That is "Malam Jumaat" / Thursday Night .
Muslims said its good to pray the sunnat prayers and read the Holy Al-Quran on that night.
Besides that , people said its a creepy night ,
Creepy as in Toyol . pontianak and the hungry ghost comes out .. LOL!
NO la ! Creepy as in a lot of  creepy things happen on that night.
I kinda believe in that .. =3=
Its because there's lots of things happen to me edi on that night.
For example , at kampung
,1. i once woke up downstairs when i was sleepign upstairs on that night.!
2.i once saw this white figure walking around beside me when i was sleeping !

At My house ,
1.once i was plying computer at 1o'clock , it turned off.
2.sleepover at my cousins house , blackout exactly at 1o'clock

You can say it happens coincidencely !
But it really happened in my life , and i kinda freaked out thinking about it.

Anyways , yesterday night ,
I was sleeping , i woke up at 3 ..
Guess what i saw ..
its unbelievable ,
I didnt even know how could it happened.
you wanna know ,,?
...really?
you sure?
its serious ... 
No jokes..

My pants ..

LOLOLOL!!
Seriously i was naked , half naked , half my downpart.
I dont know okay , LOL! Lucky i was wearing boxers that night.
DAMN !
LOL!


PS: more stuff happened to me on Malam Jumaat , My MP3 rosak , and moer stuffs malas nak tulis because i havent eat breakfast and now its lunch time gotta go see ya baibye.

Liyana's request !! :D

She request a post on our tution today xD
So OKAY !!

I got in the tuition centre quite early , like 3.45p.m
Wait and wait , Faz came , followed by Haziq and Liyana .
Talk random topics , so i came out with one ..
"Any of you guys pernah masuk Bilik Sembahyang ?  O.O"
No .. except for Fazira.
So me and haziq went in to have a look .
Looks small , yet neat and cute :D
Enuff to sembahyang and hahaha ..
Faz redeemed her tution coupons for this cute little sharpener.
Claass starts so went into the class..
then just do work work work ..

Then came out a topic about open houses .
Nadia is making out a "Potluck" party !
I didnt quite dengar what Airina said ..
thought it was PortKlang , then thought it was Pok Lah ..
But OOH .. POTLUCK !
Word of the day xD LOL!
New word for me in my life  , woot~

Urhh .. thats all kot kan liyana ..
The rest nothing much ..
Yeah .
Last sekali i asked you whether you going intensive ke tak .
and you said No , and i said Awwwh ..
Then i walk away .
Then i heard Airina bukak pintu and shouted "Hie!"
LOL!

Mak :)

Mak . some people get confused .
Mak refers to my granny , i call her mak .
Shes fine now , im quite happy .
Her appetite is back in her body , she can eat.
She can walk around like some couple of cute hamsters.
She can Nag nag and nag like the normal nagger she was once.
HAHA!
Ooh mak , i love you ,
Love you more when you're sick , 
I dont get nagg all day long , i dont even need to sit beside you and talk about the future.
Cause i dont wanna know :)
Stop worrying about me ...
I know im very Kuat berbelanja ..
LOL OMG you guys , guess what my grandma think about my skinnies ?
Its goes like this ..

"Hi Mak !! (wearing my skinnies) "
"Astaghfirrulllahhalazim , kenapa kecil sangat ?! "
"Style la mak.. "
"Berapa beli ..? "
" O.O ... omg .. urh .. Rm50 .."
*after a couple of nagging momments later *
" Haihs .. bazir duit saja , pergi jual dekat kawan la .. dah kecil dah "
"tak boleh .. Ni memang style !! Its memang kecil MASYALLAH! "

* and the nagg continues *

LOL!!

Wednesday .

Nothing much happened today.
Woke up late , bath then play guitar .
Then i study perdagangan .
Went down to eat Brunch :D
and then  urh .. play computer for a while ,
study perdagangan back and head for tution.
Went tution , do work , giggles giggles , then bye bye .
Went to guardian , get fisherman's friend and strepsils.
WEnt back home , munch munch me hungrrry!
then bath , study again , then go fetch farhana ,
See my old tution teacher , " Hey hisyam ! Waaa dah handsome dah , dulu gemuk gemuk ."
"teee - heee biasa la cikgu" me replies :P
Go Toy'sRus for a while to check on glowsticks and Kandis but naaah .
Go home , munch munch again ,
Persuade my mom to ponteng tomorrow and HAHA ! i get to ponteng :D

Todays .. awesome .. well not .. NO .. no no , not awesome.
But i think im awesome myself because .. 
I study like total 4 hours today .. (usually 2 hours or less per day )
I eat a  lot today !! OMG !! But Dr.Phillip says its ok for big boys and big men to eat a lot =)

Wednesday. (baik Punya ! )

Woke up at 6.30a.m. but .. Oh ya ! its holiday !
So sleep again , then got a wake up call from Amanda .
"Go popular ? , Okay ? "
Go popular , teman her buy her books , got myself a KLue and got home.
Home . thought of studying .. but urh .. breakfast then Turn ON the computer.
My butt was stuck there until 2p.m . then go down for lunch.
Go up and sleep .. 
(Walao weih ! Life's like a pig xD)
Then got up at 5.20p.m ,  i was like " OMG , Tution homeworks !"
I did the ones that i can , the rest .. lantak larhs =P
Go tution , lucky teacher didnt check homework , 
he gave soem work and damn , im proud to finish it with no mistakes :D
Well , left a few stuffs but hehehe , theres always room for improvement.
Got home , got subway and OH MY GOD !! guess what i saw at the traffic light ..



WOOT ! :D
but i knew im still young , muslim summore T.T


oh ya , i also saw this fat cat outside Amanda's house 
 =D

Changing blog address.

Okay guys , maybe im changging my blog address , ill let you know if i do .
Im sensitive at stuffs that assembles me .
such as how i look , my pictures , my blog address , and more stuffs
I always make sure all of those truly shows who i really am , who am i , my identity
So yeah , changing my blog address maybe , 
to something Plurry and ravy.

Im not a Lala .

I used to think and tell people that im a Lala .
Well im not .
I think Lala is great , but after thinking about it again ..
I dont even take pictures with my fingers doing "V" all the time .
Of course , i have a weird fashion sense , but that doesnt make me a Lala.
Lalas have weird spikey hair , even the girls 
Lala are more groupie hangout together type , i dont think i am .

so far as i can see  , im more the quiet guy .
Fresh and neat at school , wild and naughty outside .
Full with energy and loves party (eventhough never been to one )
Loves gathering 
Loves wearing new stuffs , people said im weird and i just want attention , 
Well you know what , you are wrong assholes
Im a Trendsetter , Betch!
Im leading the revolution .
Unlike you , you are more like the guy who points out and say " OOh ! Thats the badguy ."
And what do you aspect huh ? Does that show  that you're a good guy , thats that show you that youre the man .
No , F* NO ! You need people like me ,
Most of all , that describe me best is PLUR
PLUR is the best thing to describe me !
Because ive been living with Plur and having a PLUR life since the day i was born.
And i still cant believe that only now i just realized that .
damn.

Inspired.

Im quite inspired with what i discoverd and learnt today.
From the day i was born , i knew i was unique =P
I knew im different than others .
How i dress up for example , i really have a weird fashion sense and style.
I always catogoried myself as a Lala since i love dressing up with all sorts of colours.
It doesnt really matter how do i look , as long as i got some colours in me.
But today i knew something new ,
Why didnt i even thought of it ,
after all this time ,
all this years living , 
Finding my true identity ,
And now i just realized ..
That im ... im ...
Im a Candy Raver :D

Tuesday,

Today was normal.
Go to school.
Change class for PMR-ers.
Lepak lepak , trust me , i tried studying.
Study + school = NO no.
Seriously , i cant study at school.
Got back home , bath and study Perdagangan.
Evening , go to Amanda's house , lepak with her and Airina.
Then my sis , Saiful and Simon came .
Kristen  ( is it ? O.O ) tag a long .
chat chat chat , snap snap snap , go mart to get drinks,
Got back and go home , bye bye .
I went to Curve to get Glowsticks . (God bless you Aiman)
Then go get buku latihan Perdagangan and P.Islam .
Thought of studying those later.

Glowsticks and Mini Flash lights. (Help.)

Guys , i need your help .
Does anyone know where to get Glowsticks and mini flash lights ?
Do tell me .
As a dude who dances a lot as ,
i fell in love in Rave for quite a long time but didnt even bother to try .
But i was thinking of taking baby steps, from now on.
So if anyone know where to get Glowsticks and Mini Flash lights , please inform me.
Ill appreciate your help :)

Monday .

Nothing much happened today.
School was pretty normal , boring as shit.
But did a little reading and accounts during accounts.
Found out Pn.Ong is our new class teacher , yay :D
Got home , got sleepy and fell asleep.
Woke up , study perdagangan.
Now im here .
Haha , weird isnt it ?
Oooh yeah , speaking of weird , a few things happened today.
First , when i got back from home , i got a call from this babe asking me to do something.
Well i dont think i wanna talk about it , she told me not to tell anyone.
Besides that , my next next door neighbour who passed away is still  in his coffin ,
The ceremony continues till tomorrow at 10a.m.
Rest in peace bro.

Sunday.

Woke up .
went to Tution at 11a.m.
Thought of discussing B.M paper with my teacher but urm .. forgot to bring soalan .
GOSH!
So did a rumusan , im kinda sad with my B.M.
But teacher always have her ways to comfort me  , its always ..
"Alaa... hisyam ni , 50 pun dah kira bagus tau ."
or " B.M susah , 50 pun dah okay untuk dapat A2 SPM."
and all i did was smile and say "yelah , hisyam akan buat lagi bagus nanti."
end of the class , teacher gave me lemang and rendang , a glass of Sirap and some kuih raya.
Felt good , like my 2nd raya . hehehe :D
Got back home , chill chill , pray and study Perdagangan ,
Evening went out to park , just to empty my mind.
Forget the problems and talking to myself at the swing , saying everythings gonna be alright.
Got back home , Bath , study , play ,
Oooh yeah , my next next Neighbour got a ceremony, I think someone passed away .
Chinese, i see lots of people ,
Theres one part where they all start crying ,
DAMN , gives me the goosebumps.
Now its still on , i can hear the gong and bells ringing and this Sami outside.
And theres a Red Ribbon at my houses gate .
LOL , wondering what is it for ? O.O

about the post , later lah okay ?

Hey guys , first of all about the post ,
the one about my problems, the one that i said im gonna write it tonight.
I think maybe next time kaes?
Cause .. well i dont know , im not the type of people who keep grudges and hating people till the end.
For me theres 3 types of people in this world , 
1.Rock
2.Sand
3.Water.

Rock =  hard to forgive.
Sand = Takes time to forgive.
Water = understanding and forgiving. Forget , and forgive problems just like a flowing river water.

Im Sandy when it comes to problem , well maybe between sand and water.
Well the point is , ill write about it later larhs ..
Im like an Emo , i write greater stuffs and express myself to the max when im happy or angry.

Fucked up.

I dont fucking care , the next post will be about my problem.The whole story .It will the the best post ever.
I bukan nak kecoh , or show you guys my problem ,
im just fucked up !
Im sick of this life , whats more living with someone i dont know .
Living with someone who used to be with you.
Living with someone who stabs you at the back .
Living with people who betrays you .
Fuck , you know what im saying.
I dah tahan lama giler dah , to be honest ill just run away from home .
But i dont think i can or want.
But you know what ,who knows.
Tomorrow , you tengok my baju tinggal separuh ,
my wallet ,handphone, mp3 and buku buku dah tak da atas meja.
You call cikgu , cikgu cakap i dah quit tution.
Who knows kan ?
And you jangan fikir i will come back home , 
You jangan fikir i will surrender ,
Jangan fikir i will die living as a runner,
I wont . Why ?
Because i have people , i have friends ,cousins , other families ,
and they all Trust me !
They know how the fuck i feel !
they dont fucking backstab me !
And the best part is , i can focus 100% on SPM !
No need to worry about  no fucking orders,
NO need to worry about no fucking Bomoh , Jampi , Jin and Curse and all those fucking bullshit that youve made up !
and NO need to worry about NO FUCKING MOTHER WHO RUINS HER SON , HER FIRST SON WHO IS GONNA SIT FOR SPM LIFE

Saturday . (awesome!)

Woke up , eat , play guitar and yeah the usuals.
11a.m . do a little studying on Form4 perdagangan.
Finish and chill at 1.45p.m.
Went down to play Scarface , but got a call from brother Aiman .
So get ready for the open house , walk walk until reached Masjid Mutiara .
Saw Aiman and Redzuan .
Thought of going to the open house , but it was way too early ..
So we head to curve , jalan-jalan ,
Then go C2 , and OOH ! FOOKWENG ! xD
then went out of C2 and jalan-jalan with Fookweng , then go open house.
Bye bye Khaliesah , then go back to curve , Lepak lepak,
play snooker and OOH , its my first time plaing Foosball . =P
it was awesome ! I love it :D
then bye bye fookweng , continue playing snooker.
then go down , chaoz ..
Got back at 10p.m.
Awesome day out .

Comment on the pants please, like seriously.

"EISH ! Bodoh la " ayah said.
" to be honest with you , you look stupid , Hideous !" Hana said.
"Haih , ni seluar untuk rumah " Kak Samini said
"Ok la , budak budak sekarang pun beli seluar ni ." Kakak Fourskin said
"Urm , no comment , i know you are a Trendsetter ." Abang Jat said 
"EEh OMG HISYAM. Seluar perempuan la ! " Mommy said 


 dear girls ,
I find this pants nice , yet im curious to know what do people think and have to say about it .
Please tell me your pandangan ..

PS: Its a Unisex pants , just like my skinnies

Friday.

OMG !
Today was not a really a normal day at school.
Well , its normal but , it was pretty Emo.
My class teacher/Mum is leaving the school.
Life goes on and yeah , she deserves a better job .
My class got her a Mum mug and this Big nice farewell card.
It was awesome , and all the Emo moments were cherished in the class.
Man , sedih douh ..
The feeling ... aish .. mengalahkan sinetron indonesia.
Got back home , get ready to go pray ,
Then head to the Fourskin shop . 
Got myself this Cute flipflop ( as seen in the Header )
And this shortpants . ( sorry ayah , i promise ill talk with you kalau you marah)
I cant resist its call , i memang sayang that pants !
I tak boleh terima hakikat when you and hana said its stupid ..
I was like .. "Hey , nice lah .."

Then i went to Cousin's house .
Visit him and grandma.
Alhamdulillah , shes fine , more than fine i think .
Good to know she's healthy and strong now (:
Talk talk talk , and head home.

Take pictures,
Mandi , do a little study on Perdagangan.
Dinner , Help brother to play game ..
Here i am ..
Lifes kinda good , for now.

Thursday .

Anyways , today was normal at school.
Got maths paper.. sad about it.
But still , i know there is still time for me to brush up.
so .. *sigh*
Run here and there mintak Cikgus sign this piece of paper.
Discuss accounts paper with Pn.Ong , feels good to understand stuffs.
Got back home , things were pretty quiet at home.
Mom's room was empty and looking clean.
Dad left already .. aww..  and hahaha found something funny inside my room on the table.

You know like drama melayu ,
if someone is going away, the someone always tinggalkan something for his/her beloved ones.
Last time my dad left me his book "Muslim".
Maybe he wants me to be a better man.
But guess what i got today ? xD
Shaver !!
HAHAHAHA!! 
LOL , i Guess i have to shave later ! :D

Went to Tution ( with skinnies )
Bangga ! =P
Meet my friends , i love u guys , muaxx.
The feeling of meeting friends is just priceless..
The endless laughs , lame jokes yet funny,
Theres a tune stuck in my head .. its Lost(club remix) by Sunlounger ft Zara.
The part that goes ..
"Youre not alone , youre not alone ... Youre not alone , Youre not alone ~ "
somehow , makes me rasa .. hehe ... malu la awak .. xD

Got home and bersihkan my hamster's home.
Scrub scrub scrub , DONE !
Went up , learn to play Thank You.
Mandi .. eh wait .. i didnt mandi .
Pray and Yaasiin.
here i am ..
thought of do a little reading .. insyallah .
kalau tak pun theres always tomorrow.

Insaf , kot :P

I dont know man .
I did badly for maths , and im like WHAT !?
I mean im not over confidence but i had a feeling ill do fine,
Besides , memang fine pun dalam exam.
But i guess there are still more to learn .
After i got the result of my maths , i kinda insaf ..
Maybe i should really lock up everything and focus of this SPM.