Fucked up.

I dont fucking care , the next post will be about my problem.The whole story .It will the the best post ever.
I bukan nak kecoh , or show you guys my problem ,
im just fucked up !
Im sick of this life , whats more living with someone i dont know .
Living with someone who used to be with you.
Living with someone who stabs you at the back .
Living with people who betrays you .
Fuck , you know what im saying.
I dah tahan lama giler dah , to be honest ill just run away from home .
But i dont think i can or want.
But you know what ,who knows.
Tomorrow , you tengok my baju tinggal separuh ,
my wallet ,handphone, mp3 and buku buku dah tak da atas meja.
You call cikgu , cikgu cakap i dah quit tution.
Who knows kan ?
And you jangan fikir i will come back home , 
You jangan fikir i will surrender ,
Jangan fikir i will die living as a runner,
I wont . Why ?
Because i have people , i have friends ,cousins , other families ,
and they all Trust me !
They know how the fuck i feel !
they dont fucking backstab me !
And the best part is , i can focus 100% on SPM !
No need to worry about  no fucking orders,
NO need to worry about no fucking Bomoh , Jampi , Jin and Curse and all those fucking bullshit that youve made up !
and NO need to worry about NO FUCKING MOTHER WHO RUINS HER SON , HER FIRST SON WHO IS GONNA SIT FOR SPM LIFE