Wednesday. (Writer's Fave :D ! )

Today was a normal day at school.
Yet,it was rainy in the morning.
Got my Belated Bday Present from Ruby & Nur.
Was laughing my ass off xD
OMG , GIRLS ! thanks so much kaes? Awesome gift :D
I really appreciate it =)
Talk talk non stop with Naomi and Wai Sum ,
worried about SPM , worried about the future,
Got home , thought of heading home after school , but naah.
Went to Curve , jalan jalan sekejap .
Went to Fourskin and OH MY GOODNESS !! 
I fell in love with this Pink Skinny =D
Tried it out but i look pretty gay , but i really love it .
If only this world is just peace , love and free of hatred.. i would have wear it .
Went home , had lunch .
Help Brother play Maplestory and went Tution .
Do maths at tution and asked my friends should i buy the skinny .
Both says NO , so oh well ,
But malam go dinner with Ayah ..
Sad , ayah's going back tomorrow T.T
Had roti canai and milo ice , then go Baskin Robbins , didnt had anything.
But i starred at the Cotton Candy ice cream flavour , Terkenang masa silam ..
Rindu tau ..
( If you dont get it , means you sucks (:  , a lot , should have read my blogpost on my old blog..)

Then went back to Fourskin to have a look at that skinny i saw that Afternoon.
Tried it again and show them to my Sis and Ayah ..
"HAHAHA Aiyo *disappointed face* " says Ayah .
 "You look like a ballerina ! BAPOK!! " Says My sis ..

"Oh Cmon guys ! Skrang semua orang pakai ni , CMON! Revolution !!" me says.

then i went back in and tried the Fourskin short.
I love the shorts !! like OMG , tak tipu , i sayang giler ...but

"Hisyam , dont be stupid !" Says Ayah.
  " Oh my god , you serious !! Terus terang lah , Bodoh la ! " Says Hana ..

"You GUYS , OMG , Like seriously mate !! You think its hideous ?! How could you ?! Thats is nice i suka lah !! " Says me

"Dah dah cepat la ! , You nak ke tak ..? " says ayah .

"You mean you tolong bayar kan ? " asked me ..

" HAAHAHHAHAHAHAHUHAUHAU !" my sis and dad laughs ..

 "Okay okay , i got get myself a pair of skinny " says me .

So yeah , i bought meself a skinny , black one , i want the pink one .. i even want the shorts !
but .. huahauhauha sedih laa .. sape sayang i tolong belikan .. i sayang you balik , kay ?..

Tuesday.

Woke up , and go to school.
Normal school day , everythings normal .
Got Perdagangan paper , 64% im pretty satisfied about it , 
since my target to all subject is just 70+ which is A2.
But im pretty jealous of the students above my class.
They considered 60+ as a bad mark .
i mean i asked my friend , Airina , Who got like almost everything 60's
and she was like " Teruk giler douh !"
but i was like .. O.O "thats fine you know , just a lil more to A2"
i mean how can you people not satisfied with 60's.
Okay , maybe i sux , maybe im a lazy arse.. well i dont know about you people,
but for me getting 70+ is fair enough.
Got home , it was rainy ,
Fell asleep .
And my brother asked me whether he could play Maplestory ..
Surprisingly , i allowed him .. dont know why .. well maybe he deserves it .
He's been asking me for the last 2 years.
So i taught him a few stuffs , But he's not paying full attention ..
Perhaps too happy playing it .
=D

Spm , STFU ! :D

Haha i hate to break it down , but spm is coming pretty soon.
Damn , i felt like its only yesterday i got into SMKBUD(4).
Didnt know time went so fast and its my final year here.
You'll be seeing me everyday wearing teh school tie , 
i love the school tie =)
and will miss it because i cant wear it anymore next year.
Stop asking me weather i study or not ?
Did you study or not ?
How the preperation?
Whats my target ?

I dont wanna know (:

School.

Today's school was normal.
but its fun to get to talk to new people in like =)
i think what makes school a fun and happy place is friends,
besides that , maybe friendly teachers .
But yeah , mostly friends and the people.
Today i talked with this lazy dude in my class , his name is jacky .
No offense Jacky =P
well  we talked about how bad our Accounts results.
We were certainly not satisfied about it ..
He then asked me ,
"So Harith what do you wanna be when you're outta school ?"
I then replied
" i dont know , Pilot maybe , because the stuffs im really interested in are mostly good to make as hobby only , wel thats what my parents said .."


He told me he wants to be a Businessman.
Well thats pretty ambitious , i know he has lots of money , why not huh ? =D
He then told me something ..
"Pilot is nice .. "
and more stuff i dont wanna write it down ,  it will only calm myself from SPM which i dont wanna.

Besides that , i talked to Cikgu Kamal today .. ( Or isit Jamal O.O)
Man , to be honest with you , im feeling pretty Fokd Up if you know what i mean ..
I think my family is .. well my life suck.
Money have , things have , food have , everything have except that ... Have you ever thought or remember or Having a flashback of that time you were small , and everybody's happy.
We have a happy family , everybody seems to be together back then ..
What happened ?
its just like The ramadhan and raya,
It doesnt feel the same.
Where's  the kids who visits peoples houses and "assalamualaikum"-ing each houses they visit ?
What are there so many people Tak Puasa this ramadhan , and take that thing as if its normal?

well im sick of all this .. you know..

Yesterday.

Nothing much .
It was sunday ,
bath , eat , chill ,
thought of slacking but did a little studying on science in the evening.
Got bored so went outside for a while ,
the weather was sweet , i cant resist it's call.
Got back inside and took my bath.
Gonna go dinner at Rakuzen ,  so .. yeah .
After we got our table , we just sat quietly without saying a word.
Its pretty weird , especially my dad .
He looks .. well ... i just think he's facing some sort of problem.
Perhaps it was too quiet that night , so me and sis start taking pics and telling jokes.
And i asked my dad if i could go to the school PROM which is after SPM.
but the answer was a NO.
Doesnt matter really , i only wanted to go because my cousins told me to go.
Got back home , and go to sleep .
What a day .. ==

Mak , syam risau.

Mak , me and abang tau mak sakit.
Kite pun turut sedih tengok mak , so mak please jangan cakap lagi mak nak mati.
first , tak baik , second, kita sayang mak .
Syam , sayang mak .

Mommy.

Mommy, where have you been.
Mak is sick , in a very bad condition .
I tried helping her but she insist not to .
The only thing i could do most of the time is Teman-ing her .
And you  know how bad it is . I feel so useless , she kept saying "tak pa " just like you.
I mean Hey , do you want help or what . 
You want something , we give , we dont need things for return , we are sincere about it .
But yeah , i kept looking at her .
She look so weak , and our conversation is always 
"Mak dah makan ubat ?" 
im so worried about her , with her talk on she gonna go soon , haihs .
mak mak , but somehow she acts normal and ask me stuffs like "dah makan ?"
that kinda makes me feel .. awww mak , i dont wanna lose you.
i love you , so please get well .. im worried sick you know ...

Pak Long.

Abang jat told me all about you .
He's pretty pist ..
But pak long , to me , what bugs me most about you is this.
You dont have a job .
Mak pays most of the bill.
Thats it bro ..
Well correct me if im wrong , nuff said .

Mak.

Mak , you know me and abang jat sayang you .
Kite kan cucu mak yang mak bela penuh dengan kasih sayang , especially me .
Mak , we just wanna let you know that we sayang you , we all , ape lagi me and abg jat.
Mak boleh tak for once jangan fikir negative , mak sakit .. i know but mak tak boleh cakap mak sakit and dah nak mati .
Mak tengok sekeliling mak , kite jaga mak , apa mak nak syam buat , syam bagi .
Kenapa mak susah payah fikir mak menyusahkan hisyam .
Hisyam sayang mak .

Shah's Open House.

Shah !
Youre an awesome host .
Just because i malu malu Buaya , that doesnt mean u did a bad job on taking care the guest.
Im cool mate =)
besides watching Jonas Brothers .. and Disney Playhouse ..
with Mickey mouse screaming "Oh Tootles " 
ghahaha , besides that its fine .
Nice ah bro , Baik Punya open HOUSE .

Hey buddy :)

Just when i was practicing Bluebells, i got a call downstairs.
My brother told me he was outside.
Put down my guitar and head out.
Its nice to know your old pal is perfectly fine as usual.
When we met , its always like " Hey how are ya? " or " what have you been doing lately?"
Our chat will last for about an hour , haha , and as we leave , our goodbye's are always like "Ok , Cya" or "chao.."
Talk about same old stuff , but never get bored of it .
i dont even know what to talk on this post , but im just glad were still together as Brothers =)
Growing up together , doing stuff together and haha still alive .
Damn ! Alhamdulillah..

Friday.

Got a wake up call to go jogging.
"but its 8.30am , seriously mate ?! " i said.
"its ok larhs" my dad replied.
Were off to Mount kiara to jog :D
got home , fell asleep , perhaps its hard to stay awake after having R.C and Milo ice.
woke up and head to the mosque to pray.
Got back and fell asleep , again.
woke up and went to Kajang to "raya" my cousins house.
Got back , and had fun with mercun with my brother.
I guess raya wasnt as fun as last time :( 
and will never be for ever and ever ever .. im pretty sad you guys .
Yet , feeling pretty excited for tomorrows open house at Shah's .

Sick of

You have no idea how sick i am when i see the people around me .
For example , people like me . Well they are not precisely like me , but we are counted as the same species , same age , the youth of tomorrow.
You know what , fuck them . I really have problem with people , not everyone , but some.
hmm .. its hard for me to explain because im not a bitch , so i dont do all the talking time most of the time .
Im a man because i have balls and i know , people these days dont really use them .
okay im just gonna give some example of the people ..

1. Arrogant Dickheads. - be humble you worthless piece of shit . I dont know about you , but in my life , im always . I always tell the truth , even when i lie . If i do good shits , i dont really want the people to know or even expecting something back because i know , its OUR job to help people in needed time. When people wanna shake hand or what i called "salam" , the people is expecting a feedback . Its rude to not "salam" or giving them responds such as "who are you ?" or just ignore . Well im a Malaysian , and usually its public everywhere so of course i wont punch you in the face and turn you into michael jackson or something. Just to let you know bitches, respect !

2. Racism - Here in Malaysia , we have something called 1Malaysia. We live together in peace and harmony . So if you the fucking racist type and have problem with white , black or even chocolate people , i suggest you get the fuck out of here because we dont need dickheads like you.

3. Teenagers - Fucking grow up will ya ? im not sure how to say this but urm .. hmm .. let me see .. OH YA!! WERE TEENAGERS !! Does that means i have to say "whatever" in front of my parents , does that means everytime when im with my friends i need to talk about dicks , boobs , and pussy and making fun of it and laughing around and HAHAHAHAHAH OMG !! Its so funny ! you crack me up john !! No , its fucking lame and an embarrassment to all the teens !! i fucking sick of you guys . AND YEAH OF COURSE ! PEOPLE WILL SAY "OOH THIS GUY IS A FUCKING LONER " , "THIS GUYS IS A FAGGOT " "THIS GUY IS GAY " . Well you know what ! thank you , youre so funny hahahahaha ! hey i heard theres a job vacancy at the Royal London Circus maybe you can check it out and wear those fugly rodeo shoes like the clowns mad be a fucking worthless piece of shit that we Malaysians dont really need you .

4. Fucking grow up - Thats what people nowadays should do . Frankly im telling you , i sick of my life !! Well i have a nice life , but hey , when i look around i see all this fucking shits lying around especially in my country , i feel like oh my god , this world , is a mess , hold on buddy , im gonna change ya . Lies , Bribes , Violence , Terrorism !! HEY YOU FUCKING BASTARDS ! Wake up !! im sick of this shit , why cant we live in peace ? why cant people live happily without thinking of money this money that ? 

wish you guys understand me , im not saying that because im a fucking emo kid or something . The world is screwed , politics too , and im fucking sick of this .
so sick ..

Thursday.

Got up , took my bath .
Went down , found french toast on the pan.
Went up , did a little maths question.
Went out , to cut my hair .
Got back , and check my sick grandmother.
Despite her conditions , i called my cousins to come and visit.
Had a little chat , talking about how bad my family's status right now.
Went out again to get a few bottles of 100 Plus.
Got home again , and ta - ta my cousins.
Sunny evening , went out to lomograph .
Talking to myself about what to name the blog address ..
wanted something else but most of em had been taken , thought this is pretty sweet so yeah ..
=)

He's back.

guess who's back ?
to be honest with you , i miss blogging =)
but hey , cik adik harith ade cerita .
Nak dengar tak ? 
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