Jiwang juice.

Well i bukan nak spill the jiwang juice or something ,
but yeah ,  
that day when we were chatting late night ,
was excited to see you at Oasis ,
but things didnt go well kot :P
hahaha i sedih sikit kot , thought you were angry,
i mean just imagine if i tak chat with you after that incident ..sure kite tak sampai this far ..
i really tak nak chat with you at that time tau xD
but something just tells me to  ,
and hahahas ,turn out to be A big big misunderstanding ,
and when you told me you had a feeling we will be friends for a long time ,
agak flattered  :D
always hoping to meet you again,
sebab the fun is just about to start .
Remember when i gave you my number?
hahha gay kan ?
man , im so perasan , 
but that time we were like ,
getting closer every single day ,
i pun mana pernah ada chat-chat with someone 
yang i anggap special ,
agak sedih again when you said you maybe tak boleh chat lagi,
you hid under the table ,
giggles ,
thinking you're invisible for everyone to see ,
padahal sofie,
you're a lighthouse to me ,
and i was like ..
"awww tak nak jmpe ker ?"
 i say to myself ,
its okay , theres always next time ,
yet , still sedih ah , ahahaha,
 but you took my number ,
i got your message , 
That message ,
just pushed me to go on ,
tak tau la if you really mean it ,
maybe i saje perasan , hahaaha,
but , i rasa to walk away is a No-no.
wish i could tulis lagi banyak ,
tapi you tau kan what im trying to say right here .
sampai hari ni i kept on trying ,
to beranikan diri with you ,
get to know you more ,
and omg ,
cant stop thinking about you sofie ,
even having all this weird feelings
yang i tak pernah jumpa , 
I had lots of fun knowing you ,
and now macam , omg spoiler betul ,
so , you got me..
i pun tak tau siapa i to you ..
but its kinda sad that you dah tau the truth ,
well i dont mind if you nak jadi just Friend ,
im so sorry sofia  , you tau la,i never met a girl like you ,i find that theres something different about you ,
and as a guy yang single for the whole 17 donkey years,Of course , im always thinking of , angan- angan every single day ..haha you tau la.. 
this is like something new in my life ,
excited yet ,
agak segan
and i know im only hurting myself,especially when  you're reading this ,
you pun maybe dah ada ,
gosh , im falling for a girl ,
yang i tak tahu die dah ada ke tak ,
and die dah tau i tulis semua bende ni,
my god , sekolah rendah crush much ?
im so embarrassed ,,