Syrup & Honey.

Bye Blog.

2010-01-03T02:04:00.000-08:00

Hey People ,
Its 2010 , shifting to Tumblr :)

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follow me!
or you can just stalk if you want to =p
LOL!

New Year!,

2009-12-31T23:10:00.000-08:00

Bye 2009,
I had lots of fun ,
and like lots of changes happened in my life ,
Alhamdulillah that im still alive ,
and dapat terus kan 2010 ,
may i be bless in this new year ,
and jadi lebih smexy daripada sekarang.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION!.
Nak dengar tak ?!
hahaha .
Next post nanti ,
im still thinking for more

Taxi.

2009-12-31T22:52:00.000-08:00

HAHAs!
its about time i make a post ,
gosh , sorry larh sebab i tak update.
Seriously got nothing to talk about ,
but i was thinking about this tadi ,
and so here i am , blogging.

Taxi ,
provides me transportation to your house and to go home :D
Dont forget the dude who drives it ,
ada yang macam cipek sebab charge mahal ,
ada jugak yang friendly and suka cakap.
Setelah sekian lama mengunjung rumah you ,
i perasan lots of taxi driver perasan yang im going to your house .
Our conversations would always start like ..

1."Bau sedap ! Pergi rumah makwe ker ?"

2."Tak cium die ker ?"

3."Best tak jumpe die"

4.Etc.

LOL!
and im always the one who rasa malu ,
and thinking ..macam mana this brother tau larh ._.
Is it because i bawak bag besar O.O?
Is it because i senyum lebar semacam ?
or Is it i pakai perfume polo terlebih sampai bau macam pelacur
HAHhahaha damn ..

And today pulak lain cerita,
sedih jugak ah ,
this taxi driver was like ..
JEALOUS !!
No larh , die emo..
die cakap perempuan demanding larh ,
menyampah larh , suka merajuk larh ,
But i defended larh perempuan of course,
and asked him ,
Like dude , whats going on ....?
Turn out die macam divorce 3 kali dah ..
well , kesian die ..
I did nothing but
wishing him Happy New year ,
and Assalamualaikum before going off.
Poor guy.

Parteh.

2009-12-26T04:38:00.000-08:00

Although i didnt talk much ,
or Lompat macam Leprechaun :p
when everything was over ,
i did enjoy the party :)
you girls macam gave me the warm welcome ,
I felt so cipek for not talking to you girls ..
anyways thanks so much =D
i really appreciate it .

After the huggings and goodbyes berlalu,
Me , Sofie ,Mimi and Zaf went Old Wing ,
Zaf was excited :D
HAHAHA OMg ,
HawtStuff in leather jacket douhs .
but how long did it last?
3 minutes of talking and 5 minutes of snapping ,
hawt damn nigguh ,
should have stay longer ,
but Zaf gtg .

Walked home macam orang mabuk ,
Thinking about stuffs to do once we get home ,
I tak kisah ape sahaja :D
Still walking macam orang mabuk ,
but it all stopped once we saw lori keranda ,
HAHAHHA omg , what a pity ,
that makcik meninggal on Christmas ..

Got home ,
set up room ,
and things just happened so fast ,
and get semakin horny biler pukul 2 ,
AHHAHAHA shit ,
and i remember mimi said ..

"we're all going to hell !"

and we were laughing our ass off ,
sad that Arman couldnt make it .

From Poker to Strip Poker ,
tak jadi so main Snap ,
but someone wanted Srip Snap!! x)
then Walking tengah pagi down the streets of Bu4 ,
Truth or Dare ,
warmed up with truth ,
got naughtier with dares,
HAHAHA!
and lol , semua dah start ngantuk ,
Mimi made Milo and terlelap terus ,
I was trying to start a conversation with Sofia ,
Purrr rawr rawr :x
but ..
hahaha maybe next time saje kot ,
we were like so malu semalam ,
and i talked a lot ,
while you just angguks and gelings :(
AND MIMI , NO ITS NOT YOUR FAULT !
stop being a Nepal larh :P

Hoping for more fun ,
Biler New Year ,

Anyways , im sorry tau ..
kalau i tak layan you girls baik-baik ,
or if i tersilap kata ker ,
or my bilik macam smessy ,
or kalau my undergarment terlalu sexy ker ,
HAHAHA Siapa nampak , Siapa Nampak !!?
I know you're reading this! :D
and Sayang ,
Sorry i didnt do much move semalam ,
segan kot ,
you make me rasa macam im harassing you larh ,
maybe next time okay ,
ill be the Little crocodile you know .
Muah2 ,
Love you =)

Zahir.

2009-12-23T21:40:00.000-08:00

Well today after taking my bath ,
i went down to breakfast ,
And Hana still belum mandi ,

"Eyeerrr , yuckerr !! :D" , I said

"I dah mandi larh , Bastard !! " she replied

Padahal muka macam John Lennon ,
pakai baju Yellow Submarine , The Beatles,
and nampak tahi mata hanging around ,
ada Hati nak kata dia dah mandi ?
HAHAAHHA!
I then perasan something about hana ,
she likes to swear o.o ,
which is something i dont really like doing ,
but sometimes those stuffs got out of my mouth ,
but like zaman sekarang ...
who doesnt swear en ?
:P

Then i pergi BSN ,
told my mum i wanna try this thang ,
its called UPU / IPTA ,
still not sure what it does ,
but oh well ,
so yeah , there goes Rm10.60

I then told my mum i need money ,
which is so not me , but i really need it ,
ill be getting it , just gotta do something for return..

Actually im not pokai larh ,
You tau larh whats going on right now,
in my family ,
and im not sad because i pokai ,
its just that i bertanggungjawab memberi nafkah ,
Zahir & Batin ,
i can give Batin anytime you nak ,
its just Zahir .

Laze.

2009-12-22T04:41:00.000-08:00

Omg , today macam gemuk giler ,
i slept at 11am ,
woke up at 1.30pm,
got a call from dad ,
telling me that IPTA is open for registration,
checking it out on the net but i cant register,
thinking maybe i should head to BSN one day ,
Had lunch then fell asleep ,
Woke up at 7am ,
and just now i sat outside by the bench ,
wishing i could just rewind to where we were semalam,
not being jiwang ,
But i really miss you :(
and yesterday , so badly ,
i had so much fun ,
just spending the day with you .

Bu4.

2009-12-21T08:58:00.000-08:00

HAHAs!
you datang jugak :D
I woke up like 9am in the morning,
just to spring clean my room :P
and yeah , i know ..
low life giler kan ?
Sorry larhs , my house was messy ,
Agak awkward biler 'warming up' in my room,
then We had our nice evening walk and camwhore,
the weather was just awesome kan? :)
Naughty sikit biler Maghrib ,
but it was sweet tau :P
like seriously , i love it ,
hehehe x)
Oh gosh , and that slowdance we had ,
i macam .. OKU ?
HAHAHHA!
i dont know , i macam suffocating giler ,
were more like hugging than dancing ,
But It was like sunyi , and berangin ,
and were dancing same-same ?
Awwwhhhh ..
Im gonna miss this one ,
Fo sho , nigguh ..
=P

Swing swing :)

Alololo~

You had me at Hello.

LOL!

Sunset :D

Picnic .

2009-12-20T07:14:00.000-08:00

Omg , dah plan betul-betul dah .
Hujan is really spoiler ,
Not to mention that mamat yg usha you dalam kereta,
Mintak penumbuk giler :P
But it just gets better biler sampai rumah kan ,
Baru you start talking ,
hahahah!
And im sorry tak dapat fix your guitar,
Grrrr , frust larhs ..
Oh , our sweet romantic walk,
and slow dance attempt ,
OMG , priceless okay ?
im like happy giler hari nih =)
Wish i could stay longer ,
tapi theres always tomorrow kan ?

I love you Sofia :)

P.S :hope you love those stuffs =P

Shag.

2009-12-16T20:53:00.001-08:00

Sayang ,
im sorry kalau semalam didnt turn out well .
im like hoping for lots of stuff , but none came up ,
i just hope i didnt freak you out semalam ..
maybe i look scary semalam ,
or i mabuk sikit semalam ,
or maybe i tak cakap dengan you sangat ,
or maybe i kacau Fazil ,
or i tak se-macho yang you used to think ..
i love you so much ,
and i wanna make you smile all the time ,
and i rase shag semacam ,
and bad too ,
sebab semalam macam we didnt get to do our stuffs .

Thanks a fucking much .

2009-12-16T20:51:00.001-08:00

Seriously mommy ,
i dont even know why am i living with you ,
when everything i tanggung ,
stupid fuck .

Sleepover.

2009-12-16T20:42:00.001-08:00

HAHAHA!
thanks mimi :)
sleepovers makes me feel young again

Prom night.

2009-12-16T20:40:00.000-08:00

Awesome!
especially when we were taking over the dancefloor :P
but Fazil , he's okay kan ..?
wait , he's not ...
i dont know ,
Fazil if you're reading this ,
im sorry tau ,
just wanna make a surprise
but didnt turn out well kot =/

Plan. (part4)

2009-12-16T20:38:00.002-08:00

Woke up early ,
thinking about the big day :)
Checking my list on things to do ,
then mandi and head down to makan,
Om Nom NOm

Suhaila sms-ed me ,
telling me yang she got a PROM ticket for my school,
for free,
OOOhh~

Petang went to ikano to pick up the corsage ,
but that girl terbuat men corsage ==
so i went back home , waited 45 minutes ,
for her to make a woman corsage ,
and came back to pick it up.

Washy washy ,
Perfumed and waited,
for Harith Hazran to come,
Inside the car ...
Random giler !! xD
i mean woah ,
and i was speechless all the way :P

and thats probably it :D
if youre wondering kenapa i jarang sms you baru baru nih
=P

Plan. (part3)

2009-12-16T20:38:00.001-08:00

Got up early in the morning ,
walked to 'BLOOM" ,
that florist kat Ikano,
nak buat tempahan Corsage :)
But that babe is so unfriendly ==
so im picking it up esok petang ,
just before the prom

walked home ,
Grabbed a SLurpy ,
and beli credit ,
i perasan from the day i kenal you ,
my credit habis cepat giler .
HAHAHAHH!
Giler power ayat tu x)

Thinking back about our Convo semalam,
I pun risau , takut you lari daripada me ,
when we meet,
but im just going positive now ,
i mean i got my stuffs ,
its just to go to the PROM,
meet up with you ,
having a good time , kan ? =)
and .. omg .. afterparty belum plan lagi kan ?

Afternoon , makan nasi ,
You sms-ed me ,
OMFG !! Nearly spoil the surprise ==
Hana punya pasal larh ..
hahahaha , my adik :)
not Hanna Afifa,
Dia pergi blog about semalam ,
GOSH !
but hopefully you percaya my cover story :P
sorry i have to lie to you xD

Then My mum pulak datang kat me ,
asking for my dad's money ==
along much ?
What the fuck , seriously ?!
Baru baik baik semalam ,
hari tu macam fuck ..
Gaduh ah ape lagi ........
My dad told me that his friend , Nina,
gonna hand me some money for the prom ,
and im suppose to get it today ,
but she tak datang so ..
MY mum pulak on the otherside wants the whole money ,
But i said NO , my dad punya duit and he gave me ,
cant just hand it to her ?
She kutuk my dad like crazy ?
Plus tak jaga me betul betul pun ..
and kept running away when my dad comes back to Malaysia..
I told her im just gonna pay her for the stuffs i bought semalam,
with her money ,
but she tak puas hati ..

YOU know ,
Im not being an emo kid ,
but my Mum is really the problem to everything ,
you tak tau betapa babi bengang im feeling ,
I belum lagi tell her the cost of anything ,
and she's like " ooh mahal , no you cant go "
I mean Whatthefuck !?
Biasa larh , mentang-mentang ada laki lain ,
lepas tu she knows im following my dad in the end ,
buat apa nak waste money on me kan ?
of course larh tak nak support me kan ?

anyways ,
i had an evening nap ,
and mandi ,
and you sms-ed ,
so does hanna ,
I told hanna i nak bagitau you about the surprise ,
but that will ruin the surprise ,
At least you get the clear picture about what im up to :)
Hanna said its up to me ,
but i fikir balik its okay larh kot ..
its just that banyak orang dah asked about me going prom ,
and i lied to them ..
including you ,
maybe you pun tau im coming xD

Isyak ,
my dad punya kawan came ,
handed me the money ,
so i get to pay my mum .
Im really lack of money here ,
so i called Hanna if she could make the ticket turn to free.
OMG ,THANKS SO MUCH HANNA AND TICKET DUDE , WHO EVER YOU ARE!
I nak cium you guys ..
without you guys punya help ,
i dont think this thang will happen .

then Nak call you , but you said tak leh ,
i guess ill just wait till esok saje larh :)

Plan. (part2)

2009-12-16T20:37:00.000-08:00

Bengang ah ..
sebab i still tak dapat mom's cooperation,
just like last time when you ajak me pergi PROM,
Frust giler ,
Transport dah ada ,
Shoes ada ,
Corsage ..
oooooh ~
nanti okay sayang ,
urm what else ,
Oh YA ! A SUIT !
all i fokn need is just a fokn suit ,
...

Pressures rising ,
so i told Hanna tak jadi larh ,
Hanna asked why ,
Well Hanna ,
now you know =)
but then you told me you sanggup ask that guy untuk bagi free,
you know that thing you buat o.o
that shows how much you nak Sofia happy ,
and tak tau ah Kopi Jantan mana i terminum ,
i then got my semangat back

So i pergi Yellow Pages ,
tengok semua bride shops kat SS2 ,
called to asked for a tux to rent..
but semua cipek , giler kerek..
semua bagi tapi untuk orang kahwin saje..
Then i asked semua makcik-makcik ,
including my neighbour sebelah kalau tau where to rent a tux,
semua helped me until the PROM day!
Baik giler semua orang ,
NI MAK sendiri duduk rumah watching Samarinda downstairs!
sape tak bengang ?!

Desperate giler ,
i called my dad ,
asked for help..
My dad pun bagi larh me some-some,
but i promise him to behave ,
and to not get naughty .

Malam tu ,
i dapat my Vest ,
and seluar cantik ,
hahaha tu saje
since the rest i dah ada,
ooh ya ..
i beli my own pink necktie jugak,
Its okay kan all together ?
Sebab nak beli single breasted jacket pun macam Rm300 ++.

Plan. (part1)

2009-12-16T20:36:00.000-08:00

That day kan youre like PMS-ing,
You called me ,
and i was having lunch,
and we talked =)
told you im just gonna leave you for 3 days,
tak nak kacau you ,
but you said No :P
and we had a few laughs,
and you told me i made you happy again,
and im just happy that you're happy,
remember ? :)

Okay,
so then Maghrib,
ada this makcik mana ah call ._.
HAHAHA! just kidding !
YES !
so it all started with a phonecall ,
by Hanna Afifa.

Hanna actually called me ,
and asked me whether i nak gi PROM tak ,
But its not just showing up normally on PROM,
Its a surprise ,
untuk you :)
See how much Hanna sayang you x)
Hanna told me ,
his friend couldnt make it ,
selling his ticket around RM150 ,
but managed to drop it to RM100,
and transport ,
i tumpang hanna and his hubby ,
Harith Hazran eh ? o.o
hahaha !
Malu giler..

So then i pun told Hanna to save that ticket for me ,
and just continue the plan.

at night ,
i called you to talk again ,
and masa tu your kakak burped..
LOL !
and remember my mom shouting masa tu ,
and you asked me whether im okay ke tak ..
well im not ..
but its okay ,
ill get used to it ..

To Hanna:
I bukan nak mendapatkan simpati larh ,
tapi my family sekarang is pretty screwed up ,
Mum's not supporting me and my sister , Hana
Dad's in Arab ,
SO money is definitely a problem to me ,
Dua-dua nak divorce sampai dah malas nak keluarkan duit ..
nak mintak die komain susah douh ...
Its not like semua die bayar ,
i pun bayar some okay ..

Lega.

2009-12-13T01:44:00.000-08:00

Syg , thanks for calling (:
Jangan sedih-sedih kays ?
If you need anything , just let me know .
Im always here .

Seal .

2009-12-10T09:53:00.000-08:00

Malu giler ..

I couldnt help myself either x)

Oh my god ,After i put down the phone,and sms you ,I went up to Solat Hajat ,and baca Yasin ,And you know what ?the internet is like .. Super fast O.OWoah , Alhamdulillah..i guess i dont need to go CyberCafe ..Anyways ,Dua bulan telah pun berlalu,
Happy 2nd anniversary bebeh!
and Abang sayang you so much :)
No matter what people think ,
and say , okay ?
Muah2.

Bowling.

2009-12-10T09:42:00.000-08:00

HAhas,
I keluar with Saiful,
Isnt it right Faziraboy ?! :P
hahaha just kidding!
okay , so urm ..
Tak jumpa any babes ,
Saiful ah tak nak !
but we found Aiman and Redzuan,

Life is so aimless,
i mean with them ,
we like .. jalan-jalan back and forth..
Its like Saie for like 5 times at OU.
hahaha ,
OOh then lepak arcade ,
and Bowling ,
It was fun :D
but got bored jugak .
Aiman and Redzuan.

Redzuan , haha!

Sure you fikir im Tiesto ,
but nawh !
Im Smexy :D
Tiesto is Aiman ,
SB stands for Saiful Bahari ,
and you can guess who's the Hot staff..

SPM Last Week =P

2009-12-09T02:29:00.001-08:00

AHAHAHA NICE !!
damn , its over =)

Perdagangan.
Aint so bad , thought it would be harder.

After that ,
Me and Aiman head over to One Utama.
macam gay ,
Man , sucks larh ..
i thought there will be like people shouting ,
egg throwing ,
kain basah and more .
But nothing really happened at school.
buat penat saje charge camera.

Aiman loves the arcade ,
but hates the fact that he losses all the time ,
So then we head to Fourskin,
i nak tengok baju,
finding long sleeves for my next project,
but long sleeves is like Rm59.99
Babi .. ==

Then head over to
Rock Corner,
Ministry of Sound annual 2010 tak de ,
Paolo Nutini ran out of stock ,
Double Babi .. ==

Went to Jusco ,
Aiman loves Robots ,
tengok-tengok saje ,
Then went to Romp
Kitschen ,
and Jockey ,
i love bajus :P
and finding white short pants,
but Aiman marah ,
he said ..

" Aku rasa macam keluar dengan perempuan .. "

Got bored,
Hijrah to Curve ,
With his half pack of cigarettes,
he asked me kalau nak satu,
but i told him ,
Sorry tak nak =)
he probably tau kenapa ,
tee-hee ,
and i just senyum ,
and he tumbuk my arm .
HHAHAHaha !

Life is good ,
i dont know ,
rase happy semacam hari ni ,
ill call you malam nanti okay ,
not being jiwang ,
but i kinda miss you =P
since that day duduk kat lantai..
is this the feeling you get for ending SPM?
its just so fugginawesome !
Love you x)

Liyana Nana.

2009-12-06T22:54:00.001-08:00

Im not kidding ,
shes gone wild !!
Now she kept asking me 3 stuff everytime i online,
Always starts with ..

Hi , Hie ,Hi awak.

followed by..

1.Berapa umur awak ek ?
2.Awak duduk dimana ?
3.Awak tengah buat apa ?

...
like seriously ?
and sadiyah pulak ,
but she's fine , at least tak ngurat
Oh brother,...
hahahah

New Moon.

2009-12-06T22:46:00.001-08:00

Woah ,
Hana actually went out with the family !?
wooo ~
*tepuk tangans*
Well , hana keluar ngan family hari ni ,
She told me she tengok New Moon , Twilight.
I got so curious and asked her a lot of stuff.
She then intro me about Twilight ,
in my life ,
i perasan lots of girls love Twilight,
and their guys sanggup pergi tengok sama2,
but i tak pernah layan sebab i tak de satu pun :P
Anyways ,
I kinda like Twilight,
After dengar cerita makcik hana larh,
Do you like twilight ? O.O
So apa yang i faham is ..

1.In the movie New Moon , theres a new makhluk tuhan called Werewolves!
2.Edward Cullen , that hotstuff yang perempuan gilakan , Broke up with Bella .
3.Bella sedih and share her jiwangs dekat a cliff by the laut
4.She terjatuh , tak tau nak bunuh diri or not.
5.Hunky hot hairy werewolf saved her , Jacob
6.Took care of her and jaga die baik baik , Making a move on Bella
7.Bella still sad about Edward .. and terkejut dengar Edward nak sacrifice for bella
8.Go somewhere to tell Edward that she's alive ..

and yeah it goes on ,
but it sucks !!
i mean i didnt watch from the start ,
and hana kept making this face ==
sebab i kept asking questions before she could answer.
lol.

Cute.

2009-12-06T22:32:00.000-08:00

After our cute 'Bold & Beautiful' had past,
I know what i did was wrong ,
Im glad i dapat talk with you ,
terima kasih kerana sudi bercakap =)
I promise okay ,
No more running away like a Bojan,
and Our promise to each other pun ,
jangan lupa okay ?

-abang

Malu.

2009-12-06T22:25:00.000-08:00

Hello :D
06.12.2009 ,
Did a very stupid mistake ,
Cant stop thinking about it ,
Hurt Sofia's feelings ,
Finding a way to pujuk ,
Morning phone call end up just like that,
Guilt yang teramat ,
Tak boleh belajar ,
Really nak talk with her ,
Gave her time to think and chill ,
Jadi lagi giler after Maghrib ,
Sms dia ,
Talk through with her ,
Tercatat sebuah sejarah hidup ,
Happy dapat bercakap,
Tutup handphone.

Let this be a pengajaran to me ..
to not merajuk like a wussy ..
Ahahaha !
kan?
x)
shit .. malu giler.

Re:hm

2009-12-06T04:56:00.000-08:00

Harith: After all the stuff we've been through , i do believe what we have is something special.
Harith: And It doesnt need to end it this way ..
Harith: I really dont want you to go , because i love you more than you would ever know.
Harith: Give me one more try .. to sort things out ..
Harith: I really need to talk with you ..
Harith: Answer my call , for me , please ..

dickhead.

2009-12-06T00:14:00.002-08:00

I was hoping to talk with you more ,
but both of us have one more paper to go,
Caught in my headrest ,
thinking about you dari tadi ,
yesterday was so stupid ,
im so disappointed right now ,
Im just scared of losing you ,
cause you're the only thing i see ,
and looking forward in every single day ,
Talking about finding a better one in the future ,
makes me macam ..
i dont know ..
just makes me sedih sangat,
because things like that wont happen to me,
unless i want or let it happen,

Sofia sorry ,
i know you really care for me,
nak pujuk me semalam ,
and i ditch you ..
Dickhead giler kan?

Would be nice if i could talk with you lagi,
just to make sure everything's okay ,
because i dont feel right sekarang.

hm

2009-12-05T18:05:00.000-08:00

Im just sad,
thinking what you said semalam.
its okay with me ,
i think i dah sedar ,
maybe i shouldnt be so blind about stuffs,
Its too fairytale isnt it ?
everything's going too smooth kan ,
how could we be so right or so wrong kan ,
Ive been and will always believe in this fairytale,
and semalam i felt like just kena sock up in the face,
Its like " Hey kid , Santa doesnt exist."
im sorry ,
i truly rasa macam tu ,
it makes me feel like i tak pernah care about you ,
and paling sedih,
how could you ever think macam ni ?
its okay to fikir about it sekali sekala,
when all this time ..
hoping to go further together,
trying to make you happy ,
keeping you close to me ,
chatting on msn ,
wall to wall on facebook ,
smsing , calling ,
and you taking risk to call me when mama's not around
and you fikir macam ni?
i wanna ask you something ,
which guy yang pernah gone this far ,
just to please the one he loves most ,
and you tell me sekarang ,
what else can i do ,
to show you that i really love you .
Sofia.
i need you so ,
im being too jiwang all the time ,
i love you so much,
so much that i know im only hurting myself,
like how i did semalam..
asking you stupid stuffs ,
but words just cant describe apa i rasa ,
and i want you to know how i feel ,
we always sweet talk each other ,
but behind that ,
both of us always rasa that Uncertainty feeling kan?
feeling like 'betul ke' right ?

About me finding the 'right' girl in the future ,
it just wont happened.

Oh No.

2009-12-04T08:21:00.000-08:00

Oh no ,
daddy's going back ..
sekejap giler ,
i think about 1 week ,
and he skipped the perjumpaan mahkamah syariah again.
Nanti sure i kena marah with my mum =/
its not my fault kan ?
No fair .
Next year , Kak samini is heading back to Indon,
i told ayah not to leave me alone with mum ,
since my mum treats me like sampah,
okay maybe not ,
But its like Semua i salah ,
Semua benda kena guna duit sendiri,
and Nags me all the time to bersyukur ,
and kept telling me duit tak senang nak dapat ..
LIKE HOI !!
you ingat i spoilt sangat ker ?
sampai tak pernah bersyukur ?
you tu kept telling tak de duit,
its not like i mintak all the time,
Tak sedar ke all this time your kuli gets everything ,
everything they want you bagi,
me and hana ??!
you treat us macam we dont exist,
For fucks sakes, we are in Nobodys side..

Ayah,
He's been busy kat sini ,
macam kept going out jumpa kawan,
but its fine with me,
i mean agak ah ,
pergi arab and kawan2 semua kat sini,
Its fun talking with my dad,
the fact that he treats me more like an adult now,
we talked a lot ,
like a lot of stuffs,
and i really sayang him ,
NOT because of money,
Not BECAUSE OF THAT MISS."you cannot be a pilot because you dont take physics"
You aint know nothing ,
Pandai lari and buli anak saja,
Pergi ah with your guy yang dah tua tak sedar diri tu,
Never have fun on bed for how many DOnkey years huh ?
Sampai isteri orang pun nak ambik?

HAd dinner ,
fun fun ,
but esok die balik ,
spoiler giler ,
and yeah , we can always chat esok =)
im sorry , i pun baru balik like 11.30.
but i did 'grocery',
just a lil more stuff to get ,
and im done.
Hoping for the weather to be good jugak ,
tak nak larh hujan kan ?

Urm , the video ..
OKay ker ?
HAAHhAHAHHA maluuu giler...
arrgghh , dah lah lagu macam tah ape ape kan?
or is it fine?
i pun tak tau ,
first buat , i was bangga giler,
sebab tak payah fikir chords ,
and lyrics ,
simply nyanyi and main ,
tibe tibe like "yeah !"
nak call sofia song ..
but its jiwang enuff la kan..
hahahha!
And Your PICTURE!!!
OHMYFUGGINGANESH!!
You actually took pictures with em ..
sayang awak :P

Shots.

2009-12-03T08:00:00.000-08:00

Okay hunneh ,
took a few shots my memorable 'tak leh bela!' photos :Dturn out i dont have the form 2 ,Ingat tau , somewhere in facebook i was tagged ..damn , form 2 was the bomb , 40% lagi gemuk dari darjah 6i think someone remove that pic,all i got right here is darjah 6 ..Gemok shots first !

Hahaha jyeah .
Rambut memang baik punya :P

Pengawal SPM in my class freaked out at this one :D
Like seriously !
Well , he was like ..
looking at this and back to my face macam 2 kali ..
and he then spoke..
"what is this , larh.. o.o "
Hahahaha !
Bagi tempoyak sibijik karang..
x)

Ooh, these ones are cute !
i paling sayang sekali ,
and i frame em in my room.

ayah got me :D

hahaha !
Awwhshome aye ?!
Whos the cute little shuffler ,
yesh you are !! =P

Mom and dad ,
when things were pretty solid .

Me and Abang Jat =D
Camera shy ? o.o

Me and Fariz :P
before Kedai Roti ,
Look , its my Synthesizer !!

hahaha yeah , thats all kot ,
heres my class photo ,
i bawak my Lala glasses.

tertutup mata ._.

Syok sendiri in candid :P

Bangsar.

2009-12-02T07:48:00.001-08:00

Actually ,
im still sedih with accounts ,
and today science pulak..
i found out that i did this careless mistake,
which makes everything gone wrong.
Haihs , shit betul ..
but your sms made my day,
and jyeah , i sayang you jugak =)
i mean , people make mistakes kan?
and i did my best and all that i could ..
bengang ah ,
cant stop thinking about the mistakes yang i buat..

Anyways , today lepas Isyak ,
me and my family jalan-jalan at BSC,
Bangsar .. its was so .. forkin rad !
hahaha its so awesome,
made me smile serta-merta giler,
they renovated it i think,
theres like Dome ,Coffee Bean and the location is absolutely cantik,
and i was like DAYUM!!
i just gotta take you there one day ,
if i dah ada lesen larhs :P
then we went to KL ,
tengok Pavi sekejap ,
theres this big christmas tree ,
and people camwhoring non-stop ..
KL was so sunyi tonight ,
unlike Bangsar ..
Party people , trendsetters and yeah , the ladies .
its ladies night xD
Berterabur semua ..

Had fun with the family hari ni ,
happy i guess :D
but dad is going back this Sabtu ,
like omg , giler cepat ..

Thanks.

2009-12-01T22:12:00.000-08:00

Sofia , thanks for the sms :)
baru balik and hahah yeah ,
baru perasan you messaged.
how sweet of you to bangun and curi2 sms =P
but i dah berangkat pergi sekolah dah .

Ingat nak tulis semua benda,
but
I think i just save this one for our picnic okay?

Goodluck on your physics :)

Grocery.

2009-12-01T22:01:00.000-08:00

hahaha !
today selepas sekolah ,
singgah cold storage sekejap.
Got something new on the menu ,
and thought of .. yeah , doing grocery :P
for the first time rasa macam housewife pulak and urm,
biler tengah pilih-pilih goober kan ..
i baru teringat something ,

our picnic , its pretty small kan ?
i mean its more like an evening tea kan?

My granny punya basket is bapak besar T.T
LOL!
Macam mana la baru sekarang i perasan ,

so i gerak Ikea ,
in search of small basket ,
tak de .
went to ace hardware ,
takde jugak ,
Pergi Subway ,
'Parmesian Oregano' dah habis ...
and pergi Fourskin,
kakak favourite Fourskin I dah stop kerje.
Dayum..

SPM week 3#

2009-12-01T21:47:00.000-08:00

Okay !
PMS week ,
the fact that i really tak puas hati with my accounts ,
Grrr.. but its okay.

Accounts.
Ah pergi mampus ah kau !

Science.
Was fine kot , paper one was easier than two.
thats all i can say .

One more to go :P

Blog Bebeh Blog.

2009-11-28T07:06:00.001-08:00

Aww sayang ,
you sound so happy hari ni ,
calms my heart to know that tau
hehehe :P
ooh ,
continue blogging ,
ill folllow you ,
like a creepy stalker ,
hahaha!
ooh and i heard For your entertainment,
by Adam Lambert ,
macam Ro-ma-ma saje
o.o

Urm.

2009-11-24T23:22:00.000-08:00

urm , i think this one lagi sesuai kut =P

Jangan.

2009-11-24T15:41:00.000-08:00

Honey ,
Kenapa you kept thinking macam tu ?
hahaha , i sedih tau !!
its okay lah ..
i mean whats the problem ?
or should i say ..
Lek ah bro !! xD
i suka larhs :)
best ape ,
you get to know your Abang more ,
unlike any other ,
kan ? :P

we both have our ups and downs ,
maybe you tak malu tengok my gambar ,
i .. hehehe :P
and i tak terasa macam kena stalk pun ,
and ill never get sick of you ,
unless you're trying to say yang you're sick of me ,
hahahah.
are you ? O.O

anyways , i miss you jugak =/
not being jiwang .
i really miss you ,
although were miles apart
I love you still,
i know its been long ,
but sayang stay strong ,
sekejap saje lagi ,
and this i promise ,
jangan bimbang sangat okay ,
i tetap you yang punya ,
just save the space for me.

SPM Week 2.

2009-11-24T00:42:00.000-08:00

Okay week#2 is done !
Not for those yang Add maths ,
awwh..

Maths.
Was Okay kut ... o.o
but penuh dengan keraguan ,
i mean usually i buat one question ,
then tengok the answer at the back ,
just to make sure everything is correct ,
but this time theres no answers ..
Did some careless mistakes in paper1 ,
but .. LALA LA NOT LISTENING~

Agama.
buat hari ni ,
damn ,
my hajat to become an Uztad for a while tak tersampai,
but at least it was okay jugak kot ,
since agama ada banyak KBKK type of questions ,
and you can just simply put ,
"mendapat rahmat" or somethin else liddat.

i guess kite chat nanti larhs ,
you still ade stuffs kan ,
aww , spoiler ..
ooh how are ya ? :D
im sick =/
shakit tekak,
feeling panas ,
and today agama hingus melele ~
eww~
but its salty and rich with protein ,
hahahaha!
naah .

Serunai Malam.

2009-11-22T08:24:00.001-08:00

Okay , im not being jiwang.
but we once cari kan ?
hahaha
And i rase that Ro-ma-ma is ganas,
Love Electropop ?
this one is so us right now ,
tak tipu :D

Eternity.

2009-11-21T09:25:00.000-08:00

Semalam was fun :)
hahas like seriously,
Oh Sofie,
I miss you ,
a lot ,
feels like you've been gone an eternity,
days go by and still i think of you ,
just cant wait for the weekend to begin,
ill talk with you soon ,
good luck on the next papers,
love you.

-Harith

Geek.

2009-11-21T08:26:00.000-08:00

hahaha Wokeh .
Today was weird ,
Woke up at 9 ,
Mandi and then went to berus gigi ,
makan milo cereal .. urh boring ..
then naik atas buat maths and agama .
But then .. * Dom Dom Dom *

i called Abang Jat ,
wondering if i could just chill at his house ,
and i did .
Best giler ,
was like there for the whole day ,
abang gave me lots of computer games ,
but these are REAL games ,
not some yahoo crappy games ..
and then belajar a little maths with Fariz ,
some gradient stuff yang i tak paham ..
y=mx+c
hahahaha ,
then macam dah pukul 10 ,
balik rumah ,
Geek giler ,
hijrah susah susah untuk games ..

Random stuff today :

Ada Majlis Party Pembangkang dekat Comunity Center , When Abang Jat was driving me home , we stopped by and jerit
" TIDAK AKAN MELAYU HILANG DI DUNIA , HAUHAHAUHA"
LOL!
gile orgasm !!
and some chinese pandang belakang.

SPM Week 1.

2009-11-19T01:20:00.000-08:00

SPM week no.1 is done !! :D
felt so relief , for now .

BM.
was .. urh , okay kot =)
kinda happy with it ,
sebab i dont really do much reading on it ,
but managed to finished all , except for Peribahasa .

BI.
Awesome ah !
glad it was easy xDD
okay maybe not ,
well i dont wanna get my hopes too high.

SEJ.
Paper1 was hell O.O
was expecting it to be easy but nawh.
Paper 2 , did it today ,
takut like hell because i dont really study much,
especially that Manifiesto and all the Form5.
Read a lot of Form4 ,
But alhamdulillah , it was fine.
If pass pun i dah happy =)

How's yours?
Sure senang kan ? :P
Giler larh , today ada 2 budak quit Sejarah ,
they actually left the paper blank and went home,
I was like O.O ...
And yesterday kan hujan ,
this girl lari-lari kat tangga and terjatuh,
today die guna wheelchair ..
LOL!!
hahaha , just some random stuffs in the first week of SPM :X
ooh English today ,
Section C ,
Sweet tak ? xD
I was Awww-ing for like 5 seconds , at the last part ,
and tersenyum sorang-sorang ,
Physco much !! hahah
was it a True story ? o.o

Khaty ?

2009-11-16T07:58:00.000-08:00

Whats going on ? o.o
hahaha actually i pun tak paham.
i masuk-masuk terus that comment dah ada 5 replies.
hahah omfg.
whats with her ?
she marah ?
she tak trust me ?
she thinks im cheating on you eh ?
is it because some guy broke her heart ?
and whats with the last comment .. T.T

its okay yang ,
you did nothing .
i pun tak terasa.
She dont even know me ,
Tak kenal lagi siapa i kan ?
hahahaha kan ?
i pun tak kenal die .. LOL!
maybe i should be sorry ,
for dragging you to all this shit ..
hahaha
x)

Dayout . (Nice ahh ! :D)

2009-11-15T22:21:00.000-08:00

Went to school today ,
Its my first time being so serious ..
i mean like seriously ,
Im seriously serious about being serious ..
you seriously understand ?
seriously sure ?
seriously?
LOL !!
Wookeh , wudeva xD
Had fun at school , a lot ..
Get to know where im sitting (paling belakang jugak :D) ,
and part Perpisahan tu .. OMG sedih giler ..
well , i tahan , *wipes mata*
hahaha , omg .. cant believe it ,
5 years , and this is it ..
gosh ... sedih , its time i rase the love ,
with the salamings , huggings , booty grabbings ..
hahaha LOL !
okay , no booty grabbing till SPM habis =P
OMG .. Harith is happy , for like the first time ,
after PMS-ing everyday .
Habis pukul 11a.m. ,
ingat nak balik belajar , but it turned into a dayout ,
from a far distance ,
someone shouted my name ..

" HISYAM , CURVE JOM! "

my brotha , Aiman , and Redzuan .
so we makan Taiwan Chicken ,
then gerak Popular , to get some utensils ,
then pergi Sony to play PS3 , and PSP ,
and urh .. i was at the headphone section,
then went to the anime shop , Aiman loves anime xD
then go Nike shop , Redzuan loves jogging ,
but i was like .. i wanna head home ,
tapi HUJAN !
buduh betul ... in the end ,
fed up sangat , mandi hujan ,
and now here blogging ,
before i terlupa semua sweet memories ni ,
awww you ,
cant wait to go outing ,
kalau you sudi larhs ,
jawab SPM betul-betul okay ?
rawr !
signing off.

Eh wait ,
have i told you Alias happy giler hari ni ?
sebab i told him Hanna kirim salam ,
Hahahaha !
Round Round Bebeh Round Round Spend the Night on me ~

Till then.

2009-11-15T07:10:00.000-08:00

Sunday Morning ,
woke up quite early ..
9a.m tepat :P
reminds me that track by ATB.
Anyways , mandi , make pancakes ,
Om nom nom ,
Study agama , but fell asleep for a while ,
i guess that's what you get for waking up early.
hahahaha got up , and continue reading .
Went down for Lunch ,
and got back up .. boring giler !!
study Sejarah sikit ,
and urh .. just waiting to call you =P

then the clock strikes 3.33pm,
went downstairs , noisy giler ,
My brother and his friend main kejar-kejar ,
i wanted to call you so i halau them xD
i was like ..

"Maybe you guys should go play Ps3 or something , boring la main kejar-kejar"

but Afshin was smart ... he replied

"Am i noisy ? "

i was like

" heheh yeah , and i gotta study . Please =/ "

so hahaha they were gone ,
but then you pulak tak angkat call ,
so i naik atas balik to study agama ,
LOL!
then you messaged.
i pun tunggu sampai tertidur ..
then woke up and call.

About our talk today ,
HAHHAHAHA Random as always kot ! xD
Okay i can explain one by one .. starting with ..

1. Bulu itu -
Its thin tau !
i mean i takut you fikir macam hairy giler ,
well its not !
i heard you cakap tadi ..
"what are you ?!"
hahahhha omg lawak giler x)

2.Bayam -
i told my Kak Samini about it ,
die terus cancel bayam out of the fridge list =P
i guess die takut .. hehehe.

3.Me -
IM NOT GAY !
okay ? hahhaaha , i wont be Rahman ..
i mean.. cmon !
Aku harith larh bro ,
Dah boring tengok porn doesnt mean that
i dont know how to have fun on bed, okay?
Rawr! x)

4.Giving it a try -
Bully !x)

Okay , will be waiting for the next call .
Till then ,
Good luck, sayang
=)

Nangis.

2009-11-13T20:49:00.000-08:00

Woke up late ,
hahaha its Saturday =P
Went down do get some towels,
mandi ,
Went to hana's room to chat with her sekejap ,
and went in my room to study Sejarah ,
apparently Hana pun ikut sama .
Suddenly , we heard a Bad Ass shout downstairs.
Fairuz nangis .. =/
She was arguing with my mum about divorce ,
somehow she felt the same thing i felt ..
We hate the fact that there's no more happy family ,
especially when you're living with mum yang 50:50 waras..
Went back into my room ,
I dont care , so continue studying ,
but then tibe-tibe she went in my room shouting ..

"Go tell your dad that i want a divorce !"

i can see she really tak nak us anymore .
dumb ass bitch ..
fuck you ,
and now i PMS ..
Bodoh punya pompuan ,
aku SPM miggu depan kot
babi larhs ...

Last day.

2009-11-12T22:42:00.000-08:00

Boring.
Thought of studying Sejarah ,
but did maths in school ,
i just felt like doing equations ,
and almost forgot how to use the calculator o.o
that's how long ive been away from maths ,
In the Library , Noisy giler ..
One gal stood up and shouted " Shut up! "..
awkward silence giler but suddenly some asshole replied "balik cina la woi !"
LOL!!
Kurang hajar punya junior ,
respect form5 you betch ! xD
It got worst , so i went out and uhh , went to Surau ,
Its fun chilling ,
until this juniors decided to smoke ...
what the hell ?
so i went out lepak at the back of Block D ,
and saw more juniors ponteng...
Juniors make me sick ,
the fact that you assholes are just juniors ,
lame ass ,
scared of teachers ,
and budget power ,
go suck a cipek larhs !

So hows your day ? ^^
how's the graduasi ?
Fun ? sure camwhore banyak kan =P
dah susun meja ?
im gonna be susuning next monday ..
Always wondering you tengah buat ape ,
Hope you're doing fine ,
Im already starting to miss you okay ,
hahhaa or maybe dah lama dah ..
But nasib you sms semalam ,
kalau tak i nak pergi dengar lagu Emily and pegang butter knife,
and pinjam rahman's eyeliner xD
Sunday Evening , Insyallah ,
ill ring you okay ?
if you nak call me anytime pun boleh ,
tak pernah mengganggu pun .
Buhbye =)

But i got the camera.

2009-11-12T03:55:00.000-08:00

Today punya school was pure shit,
OKay its not shit , but boring giler,
Aiman tak datang,
LOL , okay thats gay ..
i dont know ,
im alone huhuhu~
But i got the camera with me ,
took a few beatiful shots =PBUt damn , i malas nak upload semua ,took me 45 minutes just to upload this 5.. =/

"Wipe your wiery eyes and stumble out of the sky "

got so bored.

got bored .. again.

im kinda hairy am i ?

Redzuan and Nidyana.

Concentrate.

2009-11-12T03:48:00.000-08:00

Our talk semalam made me realized,
i should really concentrate on this thing.
I just cant stop thinking about the future ,
lagi lagi about us ,
walaupun if ,
IF , maybe if , you just anggap me as friends,
i always macam bayangkan we'll go far sama-sama,
tak tau la , or maybe its just a dream,
But you are right ,
it doesnt matter where we are kan ?
as long as we still get to contact each other ,
i mean you kate Future first kan?
Hahahas semalam still tak boleh bela =P ,
im actually kinda happy sebab you ingat kite dah 1 month kenal ,
but your happy sebab i tahu about the 35cm pad x)
im always wondering what will happen nanti ,
aww , i dont wanna get my hopes too high..
but stuffs like this just blow me away ,
macam a floating boat without direction,
and hoping to make home one day .
im taking this stuff too serious kan ?
if i do ,
please tell me .

About semalam.

2009-11-12T03:35:00.000-08:00

Hey =P
i woke up in the morning..
thinking about our talk semalam.
hahahas sayang im so sorry ..
im actually memang sleepy , sikit .
okay maybe banyak .. x)
but it doesnt matter okay ,
sebab i get to talk with ya.
Sofia ,
we've been talking a lot ,
kan?
i pun tak tau nak differentiate which is crap,
and which is true.
Soalan semalam yang tujukan kepada you,
well yeah , its pretty odd kan?
maaf la , i ni jiwang sikit ,
sometimes we talk about kahwin,
and bla bla more random stuffs
i was just wondering about the kahwin tu ..
are we just joking about it ?
or were kinda serious ..
Dont get me wrong okay ,
its just ... me , im always thinking too much,
but its okay la kalau you main-main ,
but do tell me k ?
and about us getting scholarships ,
i mean if we dapat ,
im just scared kite macam .. lagi jauh dari sekarang..
Gosh ..
okay okay nvm ,
tak pe ,
this is the problem with me ,
siti cakap sikit , dah fikir bukan bukan =P
anyways ,
i appreciate your call semalam.
Thanks so much ,
it cracked a smile on my face ,
walaupun tengah ngantuk hahahaas.

Kalau you need anything ,
Let me know okay ,
and please jangan sedih ,
abang sedih nanti ..
Ill be waiting for you okay,
till this shit habis
:)

Taiwan Chicken.

2009-11-10T21:32:00.000-08:00

So today i went to school,
but it was damn bored ,
until Aiman came to me ..

"Brouh , Lapar Glers !! "

im like o.o
"nak pergi ikano ? ahahaha !"

and he's like ,
"Jom == "

LOL!!
Fuggginawesome..
SPM is just like next week and LOL!
so we climbed over the wall and stopped by my house ,
Took hoodies and then we're off.
You see,
Aiman right here , has an addiction towards ,
The Taiwan Chicken ,
it all started on that fine evening where he's damn hungry,
and i took him to that shop ,
and yeah , i think he kinda loves it .
So , We skipped school,
for the love of taiwan !
hahahhaa !
ayah ,
if you're reading this , please jangan marah ..
because we got back to school ,
and sambung PnP walaupun kite tau tak belajar langsung .
damn , Fugginawesome mate..
Felt so young !

Wonderman.

2009-11-09T21:28:00.000-08:00

I hate my mum ,
im not being an emo ass ,
but she kept picking on me ,
what the hell did i ever do to her ..
yesterday,
she told me that
she doesnt want to take care of me anymore ,
same goes to my sister ,
Because she knew it's a waste of time and money ,
when in the end both of us are following dad,
she kept asking me to tell my dad for a divorce ,
but im like..
" You tell him that larhs , why me ? im not doing this divorce.."
and the fight continues like every single day ,
haihs ...
im still holding on and staying strong ,
but I have my own limit jugak okay ?!
cipek betul !
=P

Lots of stuff happened in my life lately,
and questions just kept on rushing in my head ,
cant stop wondering about whats happening next .
Because i dont wanna go arab ,
I wanna score my SPM,
i wanna enjoy my teenage life ,
i wanna ponteng sekolah ,
i wanna go Alibaba,
i wanna go makan taiwan chicken,
i wanna dance dance revolution,
i wanna play with the elevator in curve,
i wanna tag my name all over the wall,
i wanna tangkap anak kelawar,
i wanna kacau Pn.Liow,
i wanna swing down the langsir ,
i wanna do the kissy kissy sound,
i wanna usha babe at padang ,
i wanna panjat dinding surau ,
Just one more time ,
and i dont wanna miss all this fun that i had in school/when i skip school ,
somehow i really think ill be missing school ,
and
i wanna ...
do lots of stuffs that ive never done before ..
sometimes , i think im a Wonderman.
The fact that i do most of the wondering about stuffs,
than anyone i know in my life ,
yet i dont really wanna know about what will happen next
but it just drive me mad thinking about it .

Esok .

2009-11-08T06:03:00.000-08:00

Urm , i call you esok okay ?
Sebab semalam biler i call pun ..
you were like " oh ya , isit my turn ? "
hahaha i malu giler !
its like as if i kacau you ,
Or am i really kacau-ing you everytime i call ? O.O
anyways , esok sekolah ,
and i think you pergi kan ?
we should get some sleep =(
Its still my turn , i call you esok k?
sorry .

Brushing up.

2009-11-07T21:49:00.000-08:00

Brushing up Sejarah,
You told me you dah habis Form 4,
and im like ZOMGCAKES!
so yeah hahas =P

Questions.

2009-11-07T18:36:00.000-08:00

Hope those questions help :)
In conclusion ,,
About you takut i lari sebab fikir you weird sangat ,
I tak pernah terfikir macam tu okay.. x)
the only weird one is me roight here ! !
cant wait for your questions pulak ,
if you ada buat larhs =P ,
And i dont wanna know who is Anis sofia,
Die cantik ker ,
popular ker ,
doesnt mean anything to me kay.
i dont even think i nak jumpa with any other girl
:)

Tahi Kucing .

2009-11-06T17:51:00.000-08:00

hahas , yesterday was awesome !!
Sorry i had to kacau you malam-malam ,
i cannot resist your call :P
Your soalans tak boleh belar xD
especailly,
when you tanye about Hanna and Mimi tu ?
do you actually think that way ? O.O
sampai hati Siti buat abang macam ni .. T.T
its okay ,
i bukan Playa or calang-calang lelaki , okays ?
sebab once i aim for someone ,
ill stick with my aim,
and now that im pretty drunk with you,
you boleh layan me
or throw me back kat jalan ,
senang kata ,
Bite me while im still hot , baby =P

Waited.

2009-11-05T14:39:00.000-08:00

I tunggu you semalam =Pbut its okay ,
Ill call malam sikit nanti , okay ?
my turn , rawr !!

Ayah.

2009-11-04T21:49:00.000-08:00

Went to school today ,
Belajar Sejarahs like everyone else ,
Got bored , so went down to Surau,
Leaning againts the wall sorang-sorang,
Gosh , im actually .. pretty sad .
Ayah , come home ,
its hell here ,
and i need you so ,
Hopefully when you balik,
just divorce okay?
I had enough suffering already .

Zaf to the rescue?

2009-11-04T10:34:00.000-08:00

LOL!
just about to log out ,
zaf told me its okay ,
everythings gonna be okay ,
i pun macam , okay , you dah tau ,
okay ..
but who is Anis Sofia?? O.O
the only i tau is Nurul .

OKay .

2009-11-04T10:00:00.000-08:00

okay you ,
tadi i excited giler ,
but aww , you dah tau ..

Jiwang juice.

2009-11-04T09:24:00.000-08:00

Well i bukan nak spill the jiwang juice or something ,
but yeah ,
that day when we were chatting late night ,
was excited to see you at Oasis ,
but things didnt go well kot :P
hahaha i sedih sikit kot , thought you were angry,
i mean just imagine if i tak chat with you after that incident ..sure kite tak sampai this far ..
i really tak nak chat with you at that time tau xD
but something just tells me to ,
and hahahas ,turn out to be A big big misunderstanding ,
and when you told me you had a feeling we will be friends for a long time ,
agak flattered :D
always hoping to meet you again,
sebab the fun is just about to start .
Remember when i gave you my number?
hahha gay kan ?
man , im so perasan ,
but that time we were like ,
getting closer every single day ,
i pun mana pernah ada chat-chat with someone
yang i anggap special ,
agak sedih again when you said you maybe tak boleh chat lagi,
you hid under the table ,
giggles ,
thinking you're invisible for everyone to see ,
padahal sofie,
you're a lighthouse to me ,
and i was like ..
"awww tak nak jmpe ker ?"
i say to myself ,
its okay , theres always next time ,
yet , still sedih ah , ahahaha,
but you took my number ,
i got your message ,
That message ,
just pushed me to go on ,
tak tau la if you really mean it ,
maybe i saje perasan , hahaaha,
but , i rasa to walk away is a No-no.
wish i could tulis lagi banyak ,
tapi you tau kan what im trying to say right here .
sampai hari ni i kept on trying ,
to beranikan diri with you ,
get to know you more ,
and omg ,
cant stop thinking about you sofie ,
even having all this weird feelings
yang i tak pernah jumpa ,
I had lots of fun knowing you ,
and now macam , omg spoiler betul ,
so , you got me..
i pun tak tau siapa i to you ..
but its kinda sad that you dah tau the truth ,
well i dont mind if you nak jadi just Friend ,
im so sorry sofia , you tau la,i never met a girl like you ,i find that theres something different about you ,
and as a guy yang single for the whole 17 donkey years,Of course , im always thinking of , angan- angan every single day ..haha you tau la..
this is like something new in my life ,
excited yet ,
agak segan
and i know im only hurting myself,especially when you're reading this ,
you pun maybe dah ada ,
gosh , im falling for a girl ,
yang i tak tahu die dah ada ke tak ,
and die dah tau i tulis semua bende ni,
my god , sekolah rendah crush much ?
im so embarrassed ,,

You .

2009-11-03T08:23:00.000-08:00

Actually today im pretty sedih larhs ,
well , kept thinking stuffs ,
lots of stuffs ,
Went to the school surau pagi-pagi ,
did Sembahyang sunat Duha .
Wishing everythings okay ,
as usual , i think too much ,
and have always been..
Bell rings ,
balik rumah ,
your short note didnt change,
and thats something different today ,
it got worst , emo tahap jiwang dah , ahahaha,
belajar sejarah , though it never felt right ,
finish belajar , thought of lying on the sofa ,
but baru nak baring , you messaged .
Fun goes on Sofie ,
dont let me fall out of it
=)

OMG.

2009-11-03T08:19:00.000-08:00

OMG its been a while i havent been updating .
i usually update ,
even the simplest little shits that attacts me ,
damn , how could i miss all this ,
im so sorry ,
Well i dont even have readers pon !
most likely im just talking to myself.

Anyways,

2009-10-31T23:13:00.000-07:00

Anyways , my life ,
every single day ,
is just like any other day.
Nothing exciting,
except when im chatting with her .
Kudos people !

But.

2009-10-31T23:10:00.000-07:00

MAN!
i really wanna blog , but
i seriously cant believe im saying this..
but
im busy ..
LOL!
ive never been busy ,
but i think i gotta brush up on this exam.
pretty nervous but
cant wait to finish it.

Called.

2009-10-28T23:31:00.000-07:00

Hahas.
called you =P
malu giler .

Fought.

2009-10-28T23:23:00.000-07:00

Its been a while i havent update my blog .
so here's something that happened yesterday ,
Got back from tution ,
Im still fucked up ,
i just cant stand all this shit happening in my life.
On the way home ,
my mum told me that my dad's coming home this Hari Raya Korban ,
I got pissed off and start a fight ,
well first it goes with a simple argument of clean words ,
then it got dirty , damn dirty ,
Shouting and omg , im shivering inside the car ,
She went crazy i tell you , and i was doing all the crying ,
sissy huh ...
anyways , i was damn scared ,
i seriously think she kena 'rasuk'.
Nuff said la , malas nak cerita ,
But yesterday .. was .. omg , tak leh bela.

Babi down.

2009-10-26T08:25:00.001-07:00

Down sial.
Shit .

Running.

2009-10-25T23:13:00.001-07:00

I dont know ,
im feeling so stressed up lately.
Its not about SPM,
its just my family.
I tried calling my dad yesterday ,
to have a little talk ,
He was busy ,
my good i cant take this anymore.
Feel like running away ,
from home.

Life's like a nerd.

2009-10-25T00:07:00.000-07:00

LOL !
how many more weeks ?
three ? awwh ..
anyways , life's like a nerd.
kept studying everyday , got bored sometimes.
It gets worst when people keep asking me ..

"hey , what do you wanna be when you grow up ? "

ill be like ...

"urrhh .. i dont know , a pilot maybe ? my dad wants me to be one ."

im pretty sad actually ,
lots of my friends have the wawasan diri,
they can see themself being an engineer , lawyer and etc .
but me , im seriously not sure about what i wanna be ...
Sometimes i get worried
because
i just wanna have Fun
in life ..

Lose.

2009-10-23T08:12:00.000-07:00

Im starting to lose my focus.
Bodoh ah , or in otherwords..
astaghfirullahhalazim.
Why must i face all this dramas and problems ,
when SPM is so friggin near.
bodoh sial.

Confess time :D

2009-10-23T08:05:00.000-07:00

Its like the best part of chatting with you ..That part always datang like ,
tibe-tibe .. .whenever were chatting random stuffs ,
Like omg , giler ah ..
Well i have to admit ,
were kinda straight forward ,
and yesterday was a hella fun .
=P

Glowstick.

2009-10-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

OMG !
my body is aching ..
I got the rashies ..
And i will only activate whenever i bend that part,
In conclusion , my body is like a raving glowstick..
Magic happens when it is bend.

Gone.

2009-10-21T23:36:00.000-07:00

As the dawn breaks ,
Youre gone , good job !
Just like how you returned home after ayah went back.
You know im really disappointed after what you told me yesterday,
And to think back ,
you're not a really good mum after all ,
and stop giving me the phrase Syurga dibawah tapak kaki ibu,
You're so messed up
how do you think im feeling now ?

Okay.

2009-10-21T23:24:00.000-07:00

OKAY!
Lets push away the fucks that im facing.
ahHhaha , let just hope i wont be going crazy.
Cause blog is something that's not alive ,
And ive been talking and expressing my feelings to it .
Any Tiesto fans ?
Whats up with "Escape me " ?!
great tune but ..
stupid vocal mess up the whole thing ..
Sedih sial!

But hey !
Ducksauce is bringing back the Disco-House
awesome job !

Wednesday. (so F*ed up)

2009-10-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

Deeply depressed now.
Malas to talk about problems in blog.
Whats the fucking point ..
Somehow just felt like going somewhere far,
far away from this misery.
Wondering why is there so much drama before SPM.
And you aspect me to focus on it ?
Sick of this life ,
and Sick of people telling me to chill and sabar
You guys just dont know how im feeling ,
no offense.

Nice ah, haha!

2009-10-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

Felt great ,
Get to study in peace ,
although study random subjects,
Bm to Bm to Maths to LOL!..
Oh today i can pecahkan a telur properly xD
and Fry it .
end up eating it .
hahahs .
=P

Knock.

2009-10-19T08:43:00.000-07:00

Went tution.
Didnt know youre there :P
until Hanna knocked on the door and told me to see ya .
But i was busy with accounts .. awwh .
But had a few minutes to see you , but i gtg pun.
The last message you sent me ,
Really made me smile :)
to bad its no true kan ?
tengok saja la nanti .
heheh

Belajar.

2009-10-18T21:57:00.000-07:00

lol.
The word that everybody uses these days.
Im having hard time studying .
I mean , sometime i felt like..
"Okay im so gonna study sejarah today !?"
but when i sat on the chair by the study table..
I felt like ..
"URRgh .. dont feel like studying sejarah ".

Senang kata , i dont really know what to study .
Maybe because im a picky one.
So now , im like learning the whole subject randomly.
Which i think is bad ..
RAWR !!

once again.

2009-10-18T09:40:00.001-07:00

Hahahah once again.
You made me smile and laugh.
Well , im just glad you love the video.
Thought it was gay , but you like it.
hahaha.

Sofia sofia,
Im curious about you douh !
Perhaps too curious .. tak tau you ni jenis macam mana
dah ada ke belum
suka ape
like urggh .. just drives me mad,
thinking about it.
But its really nice ,
chatting with ya
=P

Lucky,

2009-10-18T00:46:00.000-07:00

You know something Mommy.
I think im sick of your Bitchy attitude .
NO offense la kan !
Now , my life is like an Emo ass.
Semua benda tulis on blog ,
And i just wanna let you know your just lucky.
Your just lucky your my mum.
Just lucky i need you for Money , transport and food,
And your just fucking lucky that im a muslim as muslims were told to respoect Mum and Dad.
So , sometimes cuba fucking fikir balik apa you buat kat your anak ,
Because you dont know they might do the same thing back to you.

Weird indon.

2009-10-18T00:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday selepas chat with you.
Ada this indonesians called me and i was like..
What the hell !!
i told Zaf and Calvin since kita orang tengah chat on the msn.
Turn out , they put dapat the call .
I seriously takut .. Bomoh ?!
But naw naw naw , i dont know .
still freaked out about it , the fact that i got a call at 1a.m.

Sweet arh.

2009-10-18T00:31:00.000-07:00

Ecstatic when you posted something on the wall .
At least dapat chat kat situ pun i dah puas.
Just wanna make sure your okay and yeah .
But then you texted me thru the phone
and continued talking till 1am .
and ..
OMG.. speechless larhs.
Suga ,
you just dont know how happy i am,
to get to talk with ya (:

Yesterday . (OMFG late post)

2009-10-18T00:30:00.000-07:00

Okay yesterdays post :D
Urm nothing much , its the normal stuff.Guitar,study,eat,sleep,computer.
Except i learn to cook semalam xDBut cook telur dishes , LOL!Yeah i know i know .
Tak pe larhs , ill belajar more.

=P

Aww.

2009-10-16T09:06:00.001-07:00

aww ,
Just hope youre doing fine there.

Friday.

2009-10-16T08:32:00.000-07:00

woke up , terdengar MTV.
Saw my sister watching , so i sat beside her .
Saw this track called Ashtray Heart by PLacebo.
Fell in love with it :D
Go bath , then try to play that song ,
Got it =P except the intro part.
Study and go down for breakfast .
Chit chat with Mak , you told me you gtg .
So im like aww , you handed me some money ,
But i ... haha of course la i ambik , hahaha but im gonna miss you.
Oh well , mak dah sihat , syam happy tau =)
jangan makan durian and sakit lagi sudah .. =D

Aidin called , went friday pray.
Got home , lunch and STudy .
Went to Aidin's house to lepak .
OMG , thought of going to jog , but busy playing guitar.
Taught me few stuffs , and hahah i get to play Ashtray heart already.

Go home , study , dinner study ,
here i am

Hope.

2009-10-16T01:00:00.000-07:00

Oh , remember when you told me that .
Theres a lot of ways to put it into ,
I just hope you didnt mean like
you hate me ,
Or dont like chatting with me
or finding me amusing ,
sick and lame.
Im sorry , i thought you were just playing all along.
I think im thinking too much ,
Spm is just around the corner right?
maybe what you meant was you really gtg.
till then , ill be waiting ,
for you, as usual , on MSN
tee-hee.

Shit .

2009-10-15T08:01:00.000-07:00

Shit , spent whole day thinking about it.
Im so sorry , fuck la .
I seriously cant believe i did that yesterday .
oh my F* god.......
Now , im so clueless ,
Didnt know you were really telling me .
omg , pretty F* up now..

Thursday.

2009-10-15T08:00:00.001-07:00

Asked for a day off , but went to school.
Boring , normal larhs.
Got back , lunch , tution ,
Get back study ..
dinner .. Yawn boring.

Hey, it works , for now =P

2009-10-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

I think ive calmed myself.
haha yeah.
Maybe i shouldnt be so perasan and yeah ,
I hope i did the right move,
You told me you maybe , maybe cant be online banyak-banyak anymore.
Gave you my number.
OMG !
Do you guys think thats okay ?
Or isit just pure desperate?
Anyways , i told her to take if she wants ,
Cause i pun nak inform her whether im coming or not for Tution's Intensive.
So boleh "Terserempak" i guess , hehe.
Haih , i sucks am i ?

Wednesday.

2009-10-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

Damn , i went to school .
Im pretty jealous of you guys , seriously i am.
You guys get to stay home and study , while i
i got to school and did nothing , i mean i tried studying but ...
I cant , some people cant stop PokPeking in my class.
Anyways school was normal ,
Got back home , Fell into a deep sleep .
Woke up , time for tution went tution ,
Got back home , studying a bit of agama and eat pizza.
and yeah , chat with ya .
Was thinking of doing a little studying before i head to bed.

Online.

2009-10-13T08:07:00.000-07:00

What the hell , im just about to offline.
Awkwardest chat evah ..
Seriously , i should just keep this to myself .
I dont even know why the F* am i jumping with joy ,
when shes thinking and taking me as a normal friend..
Ya allah ..

Waited.

2009-10-13T07:41:00.000-07:00

I waited for ya ,
But you werent there.
thought maybe your busy or something ,
Of course , we should really focus on SPM.
But i dont know , chatting with you every single day,
for me now , its like a normal day routine.
And of course , its the part that pushes me to try everyday.
Somehow , i felt , not jiwang lah .. but honestly,
For like the first time , it makes my day , not a normal worthless day as always.
And i , wanna thank you .
for making me not feeling alone anymore ,
Giving me a reason not to walk away ,
Not to worry about tomorrow ,
Because i know ill be chatting with ya and somehow ,
it does make me feel nice .
haha , im still curious though.
And want to know more about ya .
Hence , it doesnt really matter for me to wait ,
Even if it takes more than a day ,
but im still a student and schooling ,
and thats what keeping me apart from ya .

Yesterday you asked me for this blog address
Doesnt surprised me if you found this post on this blog as you found Lalafied :D
but just wanna let you know ,if you are reading it right now.
i think i really had a crush on you ,
Try to keep it to myself ,
But i dont know , im feeling all this Geli feelings and hahaha yeah.
Maybe i never met a girl like you before ,
Youre nice , unique and frankly i think were secocok O.O
except yeah , youre in the different school ,
You have lots of good friends ,
there are still more stuff that i dont know about ya ,
And me myself , im just a dude in a lame life ,
Falling for a girl who i tak kenal sangat , and hoping for her to feel the same.
Desperate kan ..? haha ,
biasa la , first time after 17 years passed ,
and what will happen next , i dont wanna know now.

Tuesday. (Nice ah)

2009-10-13T07:27:00.000-07:00

Today , ponteng school.
WIth mums permission to study .
Did a little studying then head down for breakfast.
Went up and did some strumming.
Fell asleep . LOL!
Had lunch .. Then fell asleep .
Haha , not enough sleep i guess .
Get ready for tution ,
Tution was awesome !:D
Surrounded by all the teacher from the hood.
I was like , damn , im blessed !!
Finished tution , went to Shasha's open house.
Awesome giler , you rich ass girl !!
LOL jkjk :D
awesome larhs , nuff said ..
Study , and here i am , on Msn.

hahas.

2009-10-12T10:31:00.000-07:00

Should have texted u earlier .
Ingat busy =P

Calm.

2009-10-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

OMG .
Like seriously , i think im falling for you.
No , seriously !
right now , i dont know.
I think i gotta calm myself.
too excited O.O ... man..
I hate when stuff like this happens to me ,
Because i will start imagining things and hoping it to happen so much ,
and turn out it wont happen .
This happens to me like all the time ..
and it sucks , and i hate it .

Bodoh.

2009-10-12T07:29:00.000-07:00

Stupid TM .
Took me 30 minutes just to get to my dad.

Welcome to TM.
press 1 for Malay
press 2 for english .. 2

Press 1 for connecting calls
press 2 for buy products
press 3 and bla bla ba .... 1

Press 1 for domestic calls
press 2 for international calls... 2

Please wait , this call may be recorded and monitored for some purpose.

Tried like 7 times.
ANd at last got to my dad.
LOL ! sorry ayah , thouhgt ur Bday is on the 17th ..
Man, i guess tak jadi la nak buat NO WOMAN NO CRY cover on youtube..
=P

Monday.

2009-10-12T07:26:00.000-07:00

Holy crap .
Boring , normal stuff at school.
Except me and my brotha Aiman skipped Accounts.
and LOL , teacher went around searching for us .
We had fun running around and end up in the Male toilet.
Got home , lunch ,
Tired as hell , fell asleep,
Woke up, bath and mengaji.
Study and dinner.
Chat for a while with my dad , His birthday :PHAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH !! :D
Here i am , waiting for you , but your on the Busy status .
So .. maybe tomorrow .. or i dont know , say something larhs.

Like seriously .

2009-10-11T23:43:00.000-07:00

Like seriously mate !
Tak boleh Bla ,
There i sat ,
Just duduk terdiam ,
wondering apa you rasa ..
Is it like ..
Do you ..
Does it feel like ..
Tak pe la .. Hisyam macam ni la ,
Baru kenal erti dan rase kan ..
Hahas.

Gosh.

2009-10-11T23:19:00.000-07:00

Gosh.
Crush , never felt like this before.
At least it keeps me happy till then
Perhaps too happy .. awwh man ..
I can even listen to normal people's music.
Which is weird actually ..
Its funny how things start up ,
especially at this kind of time , but who cares kan ?
:D

Sorry.

2009-10-11T10:08:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys , i know i kept changing the address.
LOL dont know lorh.
Too much idea ,
Okay let me share some.
Thelightisgoingblue.blogspot.com
Ireallykindalikeyou.blogspot.com
Partypillkills.blogspot.com
OhmyGodLikeseriously.blogspot.com
Youwatchoutah.blogspot.com
Whatshappening.blogspot.com

and LOL!! lots more ... anyways ..
I try to keep it simple .. Tee hee =D